I love her and only her

The Sleepover

A couple of months past and things got a little bit better. Thankfully Ellie was there to support me through it all. 

It was finally Friday, the end of this long week. Ellie came up and asked "Hey! Wanna see if we can have a sleepover at my house?" 

"Uh... YEAH!" We both squealed. "Ok let me know!" 

"I will Ell, see ya love ya!" she waved and we both got on the bus. 

Wow... the first sleepover at Ellie's??? I am so excited and yet I feel nervous. Maybe it's because I developed strong feelings for her. 

She's such a soft, sensitive, supportive person I ever met. How can I not fall in love with her? She loves hugs and cuddles as I do!  

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Home

"Hey, mama! How's work?" 

"Eh... work" 

"Ellie is having a sleepover at her house. I was wondering if I could go?" 

"Yeah, why not? Just give me the address and then we'll go when you get your stuff together, ok?" 

I smiled and nodded. I went to pack the things I need for the two nights. 

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Ellie's house

I finally arrived at Ellie's house. It was like a small cottage, nice and cozy. 

"Bye, Mama! Love you!" 

"Love you too baby!" 

I walked to the door and knocked on it. I had a lot of butterflies in my stomach. The door opened. 

There was this lady with brown hair, blue eyes, and her skin was tan and smooth. She was pretty, but not like Ellie. "Hello! Welcome! You must be Laura." 

I smiled "Yes ma'am! You must be her mother?" 

"Yes, I am. You can call me Hannah"      "Nice to meet you, Hannah," I said politely 

"Nice to meet you too Laura! Come on in. Laura is in her room, first door on your right" she said with a smile. 

I walked towards the hallway and I went to the first door on the right. I knocked on her door. It felt like my heart jumped so hard out of my chest it stopped pumping blood. 

"Coming!" she said. Her voice always made me smile. She opened the door and she had the biggest smile I have ever seen from her. "Hey! Glad you could come" I smiled. "Me too" 

We both blushed and stared at each other for a bit. Her bright beautiful blue ocean eyes always got me. I looked at the clothes she was wearing. She was wearing a tank top and shorts. Ughh those are my weakness and she knows that. 

"Well, I should put my stuff down and get my life together" we both laughed. 

I realized that the time I got here was 7:30 pm. "Have you ate yet?"   "Yeah, have you?" 

"Yeah, I wanted to make sure you ate. Want anything to drink?"    "No, I'm ok for right now" 

"Hey! Wanna paint each other's nails?" I thought about it for a second. "Sure, why not. First, let me change into my pajamas."     "Ok, I'm going to get the nail polish." 

As I changed into my pajamas (which was also a tank top and shorts) Ellie asked her mom were the nail polishes were. When she came back she told me her mom is going on a date with someone and probably won't be back until like 3 in the morning. Honestly, I was cool with that. 

As I did her nails she asked me "who was the first girl you ever dated?" I blushed and said "her name was Izzy. She was the main reason why I'm alive today."   "What happened to her?" 

I took a deep breath "a couple of months later she was dead. They say she got stabbed 10 times by someone. I don't know who." Ellie looked at me. "wow... I'm sorry." Her face looked so sad but jealous for a moment. "Hey, it's ok. She's in a better place now. Besides I moved on. I have someone else in mind." 

"Ohhhhhh who?" I smiled and blushed a little. She was painting my nails now. "She's very sweet, generous, lovable, trustworthy, and of course the most beautiful angel ever. Problem is, I don't know if she's into girls." 

"Just ask them" 

"No, because that's gonna make things awkward" 

"You'll never know until you ask" 

"Ok fine." I stopped for a moment. "I'll ask her when I have a chance to". 

After Ellie got done painting my nails she looked up at me. Damn it! She always takes my breath away. How can I ask her if she's into girls? We smiled and we moved slowly to each in a kissing way. 

Next thing I know, we kissed. My whole body lit up. I can't believe we just kissed! I'm so happy right now. 

We kept kissing each other. Her lips were the softest thing ever. I fell backward on her bed and she was on top of me. She rubbed my thighs which of course she knows it's my weakness. I breathed heavily while she grabbed my thighs. She traveled down a little further and she stopped. 

"You ok?" I asked. "Yeah, just got add some music for this" we both laughed and she turned on some music. The song "Hometown Smile" by Bahjat was on repeat. This was our song now. Then we continued.

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After all that happened, we fell asleep cuddling up with each other. When we woke up we saw her mom drunk and passed out. "Well, evidentially the date didn't go well" I frowned a little. I feel so bad for Hannah. 

"Ellie does this mean we're dating?" she looked at me and said "yes" and smiled. 

I smiled and went to hug her then kissed her. "We gotta keep this a secret ok? You're the only one who knows about this." I nodded and agreed. "Of course Ell, completely understand. As long as you're here with me, I'm ok." I said with a smile. Then I started to sing our song. Ellie smiled and started to sing along while she was cooking breakfast. 

"Cause I'm so into you, into you, into you!"

We laughed and I hugged her from behind. "Thanks for this wonderful weekend Ell. It made me so much better"   "Of course Laura! I love you" 

"I love you too"