I love her and only her

The death.

I looked at the massacre. My brother with at least 10 stab wounds in his chest and my mom with a gunshot in her head. I can't believe they're dead.. this can't be happening! No... No NO NO NO! 

I stumbled and just cried my eyes out. "Why does this world hate me so bad! I finally got something good... now, this?" 

I grabbed my phone and dialed 9-1-1. They said they'll be there in like 5-10 minutes. In the meantime, I called Ellie. 

"Hey Laura!" she said with so much happiness. 

"Ellie... My brother and mother are dead... the cops are on their way now..." I cried out. 

"Let me tell mom, then I'll be on my way. Stay safe ok? I love you." 

"I love you too..." 

I could hear the concern in her voice. I know she'll be here shortly. But the tears kept flowing. 

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Couple minutes later

The cops finally came, felt like forever. I want to know what exactly happened. I want to know who did this too. I was so furious but so sad at the same time. I don't understand why this happened to me... 

"Hey hun, let's get out of here ok? It'll be the best thing to do." the policewoman said. 

"No!... I can't just leave them!" I cried.  

She moved in front of me and kneeled down to my level. "Hey, I promise I'll find out who did this, ok? Look at me." 

I looked up at the woman with tears and every emotion I was feeling. "Let's get your stuff and go out, ok? Do you have anyone you can stay a couple of days at?" 

"Yes, my best friend's house." The woman looked at me and hugged me. At first, it startled me. Then once the hug sank into me, I just poured out into more tears. 

"Why does this world hate me so much. Everything started to go great ever since dad killed himself. Now this?.." 

The woman pulled out of the hug and looked at me concerned. 

"Not like that, I mean things started to settle out after my dad's death." 

She nodded. 

After that, I started to pack up everything that was mine. Out of nowhere, I heard "Laura!?" 

I went out of my room and I saw Ellie. I ran up to her and hugged her tightly. "Shhh, I'm here now." I started to cry, again. 

"I don't understand..." 

"I know Laura, I know." 

Hannah came behind Ellie and said, "You can stay with us for as long as you want hun." 

"Thank you, Hannah."  

"Anytime" 

Finally, Ellie let me go. I know she didn't want to, but I needed to get my stuff. When I was continuing to get my stuff, I picked up the necklace my mom gave me. I remember this day. This was the day when I had a doctor's appointment and afterward, we went to the store and she bought me this necklace. On the necklace, it said "Mama's girl". 

I punch my desk and started to cry again. 

"MAMA WHY!" I screamed. 

The policewoman came to me and said, "Hey, I think it's time to go." She grabbed me and I continued to cry. We walked out of my room and exited the house, heading towards Hannah's car. 

"I got her from here, thank you," Ellie said. 

Ellie put her arm around my neck and guided me to the car. "I'll get the rest of your stuff, ok?" 

I nodded. "Can you tell the policewoman I said thank you?" I asked. 

Ellie smiled, "Of course". 

While I was waiting on them, I took out my earbuds and plugged it into my phone and started to listen to music. I was still crying but then I started to doze off. Next thing I know, I fell asleep. 

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Author's note: I'm sorry I haven't been active. A lot is going on in my personal life. This chapter almost made me cry, I hope it did to you too lol. Anyways, I'm working on being more active. Thank you for your support! Hope you like it so far!