Sam & Max oneshots

Things change...

This one's based on after season 3 of Sam and Max 

Includes men crying! And a lot of venting

Most of the venting dialogue is inspired of Painfully-unoriginal on tumblr! You should really go check out their work is amazing! ❤️

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Sam's POV (point of view)

It's been a week since the reunion with me and max, there's definitely a difference my heart aches mostly at night time's when I'm having a nightmare about the fact that I lost Max forever and what happened to my Max, the Max that blew up I've always wanted to talk to past Max about it but I don't want to seem... awkward? I mean he had to do it to his Sam but—

"Urm...Earth to Sam?" Max clicked his fingers in my face "huh? Sorry little buddy I was just... having a Vietnam flash back..?" I was making it completely obvious that I was lying hopefully max will buy it "I completely believe you" Max replies that was a close one "anyway what I was saying before you blacked out that I've finally picked up the phone but, it wasn't even the commissioner it was Sybil she want's to talk to you" oh yeah booked an appointment to talk to Sybil about the change. I've been wanting to talk with someone about it hoping to throw the massive weight off my chest I know it isn't good to keep secrets like this from max but my little buddy might make fun off me I've rarely talked about my feeling to him and it's for a good reason... well I think it is (probably isn't knowing Sam)

"Well in that case try not to set the office on fire while I'm gone" I say as I stand up from my spiny chair "you're like 90% of my impulse control so I don't know how long I can survive" max shrugs his shoulders; my face heats up a bit "oh boi" 

I walk out the office to Sybil's and open the door "aw Sam I was wondering when you'd show up, what was it you wanted to talk to me about? Come on and sit down" I don't hesitate to follow her orders "sorry for being late I've just been wanting to talk about..." I sigh looking away feeling the anxiety kicking in I take off my hat and place it beside me, holding my own hand in my lap Sybil hums while waiting for me to reply 

"Max! I've been wanting to talk about... Max" sighing finally letting out the truth "what about max?" Sybil asks "ever since I blew him up...I-I been wanting to talk about it but I just kept it hidden trying to talk about it has been hard! And the pressure has been building up the more I'm around Max, because it's... not Max but it is him but a bit different? Like I wouldn't know how he'd take this all in..." "why not just try and tell him how you feel I'm sure he'd understand.." Sybil smiles warmly

 "I don't wanna lose him again... He's my best friend... I'm-I'm in love with him..." I mumble the last part "wow! That's not surprising I was wondering if you had feelings for that rabbity-thing!" Sybil squeaked "how did you hear that?" My face heats up "because plot! I mean because you said it louder than you thought you did, I hundred percent support you why don't you tell him?!" "...like I said in the first place I wouldn't wanna lose him...and I've never had the courage to tell him that I've been in love with him for years like why would such a confident person like Max want to be with a person like me..." "...Sam you need to talk to him about it! Even though you've spoken to me about it, it won't make you feel any better sometimes you need to do thing's straight away or leaving things for too long makes it worse and you'll hurt even more and even that might ruin your friendship! And if Max doesn't feel the same way then you two will act like nothing happened and you'll feel better because it's max that you've been wanting to talk to" I whine knowing Sybil has a point "thanks Sybil..." "just take your time but don't leave it for months" Sybil pushes her glasses back in place, I grab my hat and put it on my head and stand up "I'm going now" "bye Sam"

Max's POV

Sam's been gone for a good while... I'm starting to get worried which is a bit out of character but it's Sam! He's been zoning out all week I've been asking him why but he keeps lying by saying 'Vietnam flash back' sometimes I wanna slap him and kiss him silly and tell him everything is okay, and yes Sam is my sexual awakening he's just perfect like I miss my Sam so much but this Sam is so identical and not just in looks I could have mutable Sam's all day! But I know that Sam misses his Max... I hope I'm identical to him, I also hope that Sam feels the same as I do I like to image me and Sam cuddling and kissing in our spare time- my face heats up thinking about it "Max? I'm back I hope the room has stayed in tacked" "oh hey Sam I tortured myself by watching films!" I do my signature smile as I kick my feet back and forth "what  have you been watching?" Sam walks over to the couch and sits next to me "just shitty rom-coms, hey wanna watch more and laugh at 'em?" "Can't think of a reason not to" 

35 minutes into the movie 

'Wheeze' "they can't even act angry! Haha, look at 'em Sam! HA-" 

I look at Sam oh no he's zoning out again I frown and place my hand on his and sit up facing him "Sam are you okay?" Sam looks at me and pulls a fake smirk "I'm fine Max" he squeezes my hand gently Sam slowly frowns again growling quietly I can tell he's annoyed at himself for avoiding the truth "actually Max no I'm not fine, I've been wanting to talk to you but I've been too much of a coward and I want you to take me seriously right now" "Sam I will go out of character for you anytime ya big brute! Just ask..." Sam chocks on a sob 'oh no he's crying' "I just I saved you but then I lost you all over again...I'm not good for anything you ended up saving everyone max... even me, sometimes a part of me wish you took me with you said-" "I think that's enough Sam" I cup his cheeks Sam whimpers as more tears are rushing down his face making my hands a bit wet "I'm here now, right? It was enough, you did enough" I hug Sam for a minute it seems like he's calmed down I sit back a bit our lips are incredible close, my face is tinted red 

"I think we should hit the hay..." I breath 

Third person 

"I wish I said this sooner...But I'm glad we talked about it... and now that's off my chest...I-I've missed you little pal.." I love you was stuck on Sam's tongue "that's sweet Sam, I may weep openly" Sam and max chuckle they look down noticing they're holding hands Sam looks back at Max's face I see a faint blush on his face "I've missed you too Sam..." Sam passionately press his lips against Max's "mph!"  He pulls away "Sam you can open up to me whenever you big lug! Plus I think you needed this" Max points at himself "you crack me up little buddy! But that is true though" Sam blushes and peppers Max's face with kisses "tee-hee!" "Let's go to sleep"

Tee-hee 

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Notes:

I really enjoyed writing this one! Sorry if it was too quick? like I'm not a very good writer but I enjoyed myself