I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real I miss being real I miss feeling real
The color yellow but kind of more of a green yellow has been yelling at me for weeksnow and I know only one person will understand that.
Ouch.
I can't even sit on the left side of the car anymore
I started scratching at my leg and now there's a patch of raw skin
I can't shower without burning.
Deep breaths feel like my only friend
Maybe if I can suck in hard enough then I'll swallow the world whole. Leave nothing but me and. The Dark.
I wish you where still here with me .
I think if you a lot .
A lot more than I should, at least.
YOU ARE READING
just like old times
Poetryfor when you need a map of my mind. i am handing you a pamphlet of my being
