1. it's honestly quite strange feeling so cold in a warm home. so relevant in an conversation i am not a part of. so awake but as tired as the bags under my eyes lead me to be. color is stripping from my skin, grey-purple taints the previous tan. i hardly even look human. i feel so unsatisfying. i look so bitter. i wonder how i would taste. take a bite out of my shoulder and call myself cookie.
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2. i can't imagine never meeting you. my mom says she wished she would have taken me away before things got as bad as they did. run away with me from my family. i can't imagine not remembering you. there are too many good parts of hating you to forget them. i wish she would have ran away with me.
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3. i'm starting to get tired. i should sleep soon. i hope tomorrow i don't think about you. ilove you, goodnight.
YOU ARE READING
just like old times
Poetryfor when you need a map of my mind. i am handing you a pamphlet of my being
