Fey of secrets

The truth is strange

TRIGGER WARNING Hey so In this chapter there are some scenes ya know (winky face) so just be prepared also most of the time it'll be Damon's pov
Damon's pov
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I think about what she just said I stay calm and say " oh really why aren't you scared" I say smirking " because honestly Damon if you wanna kill me I'm ready I'm done with this world" she says wispering but there's no shake in her voice she's completely serious " well I'm not gonna hurt you princess but but I will do this " I say aa I take my hand and place it under her chin and lift it so she is looking at me and I move closer and she looks confused as I put me lips to hers she freezes for a moments but then kisses back and the kiss deepens and  I use my vamp speed to go to the bed room and she pulls away and smiles she kisses me again and grabs my shirt to take it off I go to help but she says "  no I wanna do it please " she says quietly

Margot's pov
I'm taking his shirt off hopefully he doesn't try and take my pants off because I don't want him to see them or maybe he won't notice them if he's busy thinking about everything but ,so I try and distract him from my clothes but he goes to take my shirt off I freeze for a second but let him so he doesn't think anything of it 

Damon's pov
She seems hesitate about taking her own clothes off but. Then I remember why  she has those cuts on her thighs  I look at her and say "if you don't feel comfortable  it okay we don't have to " she looks at me with a smile that makes me melt and says " no I want to I just have never done this before so. I might need some help "  " oh really ?" I say meaning it."

Well I'll go slow and help you "  I say smirking because I can't help but think she's beautiful and happy to be the first one too see any of this she pushes me on the bed and gets on top of me "you sure you've never done this before cause your doing a good job" " I watch movies ya know ". She says and giggles she seems happy when it isn't about her I don't know why she doesn't want me to see them I mean obviously she fell and hurt her self   I have plenty of scars  from doing stupid things  as I'm thinking of this she leans in to me and we are chest to chest now and she kisses me and grinds on me slowly  almost teaseing me i let out a groan  because it's been way to long since  I've actually cared for someone and did this. She giggles at the noise I just made and I she takes her hands away from. My face and lays them on my chest and as she touches me it feels amazing because she's so warm that it's like she's lighting a fire in me I look at her and smile and say "it's your turn princess" " really". She says giving me back my signature smirk   " yes it is" I say while dipping her on her back and I push her thighs completely forgetting about what I saw in the nurses office her face shows that they still hurt " I'm sorry are you okay" I say " yeah I'm fine"  she says   " okay " I say hesitantly but I go to unbutton her shorts and unzip then and I pull them off slowly so I don't hurt her and one of them is bleeding again and I ask" hey do you want a band aid or something we probably shouldn't do anything tonight so. I don't hurt you"
" yeah your probably right " she says sadness in her voice  " you can stay here tonight if you want " I tell her wanting her to stay so I can keep An eye on her  she says " alright "   " here have my shirt you can where it for now so I can wash your clothes. So you have clean ones for tomorrow".  "Okay " she says  as I walk to her with a band aid  to cover the one that's bleeding  she moves her leg so I can get to it.  I put the band aid on and when my skin touches hers and I get a shiver down my spine like maybe these weren't an accident because looking at them they look all the same and there's scars and old and new ones like she's been doing this on purpose but maybe she's just a klutz I don't want to assume she is doing this to her self  so when I'm done I go to lay down on the other side of the bed and she lays on her side and I drift off to sleep I wake up to crying but it muffled like it's behind. A closed door   I roll over to check on Margot and she's not there. I see that my bathroom door is closed and the light is on it seems like  the noise is coming from there I knock on the door and ask " are you okay in there " she responds immediately " yes I'm fine please go back to bed" " no Margot what's wrong please tell me ". " no I'm fine Damon I'll be out in a minute " I hear shuffling and sounds like she's looking for something I open the door and I see her there on the ground cleaning up blood from the ground and I see it's coming from her legs and there are 5 or 6. Two inchcuts  on her thighs I see a razor blade  on the ground with blood on it  I look at her and a tear comes down my face because I was stupid enough to believe she didn't do that to herself but she did so I walk up to her and kneel because she's still on the ground  crying and bleeding I grab her bridal style being careful of her legs and set her in bed and grab bandaids and cover them all up and go get her something to drink

Hey sorry the update took forever I've been busy my sister moved out so I moved my stuff into her room if you guys wanna see it I can show y'all in the next chapter. Also I think I'm gonna make Margot move in with Damon's nd the next chapter will be a little shorter max 1000 words cause it takes me a while to do ones any longer then that