Prinxiety/Logicality/Demus One Shots

😭Logicality😭

⚠️VERY TRIGGERING, DETAILED SUICIDE ATTEMPT⚠️

Patton's POV

All I do is hurt Thomas. I'm too strict, too annoying, no one likes me. I need to die, everyone would be so much happier if I just killed myself. Everyone would be able to talk freely without me having to be a dad. They could actually have mature conversations without my childish interruptions. They could be happy, that's all I want for them is to be happy and I think they want me to be happy too, I would be happy if I died, away from pain, away from suffering, I'd still be with them. They wouldn't be with me though. I take a deep breath out and go search for something kill myself with. I find a rope in my closet from when I was a teen and was this suicidal. I look up online how to tie a noose since it's been years.

I successfully tie it and get a short stool and put my neck into it. I start sobbing as I relive my possible last moments on earth. I kick the stool away and I can't breathe suddenly, I suffocate and then I see a bright light.

The next day

Logan's POV

Patton wasn't here for dinner last night or breakfast this morning. That's so odd. He usually joins us for those kinds of things. I'm kinda worried, should I be worried? I need to check on him.
"Have either of you seen Patton at all?" I ask Roman and Virgil.
"Shouldn't you know?" Virgil said smirking.
"This is not a time to talk about my feelings. Have you seen him?" I said sternly.
"No." Roman said.
"Me either, I haven't seen him since breakfast yesterday." Virgil said.
"I'm gonna go check on him." I said.
"Can you call for us when you find him?" Roman said.
"Yeah." I said.

I arrive at his door, it's eerily quiet. I knock it.
"Patton? Patton? It's..it's Logan. We're kinda worried about you, we haven't seen you in a while." I said. I only got silence in return. I try to open the door and it's locked. I'm so scared. I start crying a little. I start hitting the door with my shoulder to try and bust it open, it works. What I see before my eyes is a horrifying sight. The love of my life in a noose, blue faced, staring back at me with lifeless eyes. I scream loudly and get him out of it. "No, no no no! Please! NO! I don't know what I'm going to do without you Patton, please. I love you so much. Please breathe I need you to breathe." I start to hold his body close to me, he's cold to the touch. I sob into him.
"Logan?! What's wrong?" Virgil yelled.
"Get in here!" I yelled back. Virgil and Roman start to run down the hallway and see my holding the boy I was in love with lifeless in my arms.
"No! Dad." Virgil came over to Patton and started crying. Roman teared up and put his hand on Virgil's shoulder.
"Why don't we get an ambulance." Roman said with his voice shaking.
"What the hell are they gonna do huh? Confirm he's dead?" I yelled.
"I don't know Logan. Maybe they could resuscitate him somehow." Roman said.
"How?" I yelled.
"Do I look like a fucking doctor to you? Look, we're burning time. Let's see what they can do." Roman said. Virgil grabbed a phone and got on a call with the hospital.

No POV

20 minutes later, the paramedics came and took Patton out of Logan's arms and put him on a stretcher.

A short ride to the hospital, and few tests run. They come back with results.
"Can he be saved?" Logan asked.
"We think. He has a tracheal fracture which is the least dangerous thing when it comes to suicide by hanging." The doctor said.
"What can you do?" Virgil asked.
"We could give him a tracheal transplant, we have plenty of tracheas. Then we would have to start his heart back up with techniques to be determined, then he would have to be on mechanical lungs until he wakes up and figures out how to breathe. We think he'll be okay." He said.
"Thank you so much." Logan said. The doctor nodded and walked out. "He's gonna be okay!"
"He is, isn't he?" Roman said.

Three Days Later

They had gotten Patton's heart to start back up and did everything they were supposed to. He supposed to wake up soon and if not, they will induce him. Logan was sitting next to him holding his hand and looking at his face with tear filled eyes. Patton's eyes fluttered open and looked at Logan. Patton opened his mouth to speak but couldn't.
"I thought I lost you." Logan said and started sobbing. "Can I tell you something Patton?" Patton nodded his head. "I love you." Patton pointed to himself and then held up a peace sign. Logan kissed him happily. They weren't okay, but it was a start, and god is this one hell of a start.

A/N: Blah blah blah ik this isn't scientifically accurate yada yada I KNOW. I never want to kill characters because it would turn into me crying and feeling guilty