this is literally just a mash up of lyrics; i'll list all the songs at the end
i'm sorry that i let you down
i don't want to die or fade away
all these voices in my head get loud
"you're no good, you're no good"
i'm an idiot for thinking
i could shut them out
it's pathetic, i know
i'm just breaking inside
got no reason to live
but...
i've met someone that makes me feel seasick
i've understood that you'll never be mine
i just want to be someone
i'm an idiot for thinking
i wasn't alone
i feel alone again
i'm a waste of life
will you end my pain?
i could slit my wrists
yeah, i guess i'm a disappointment
that's fine
"smile, the worst is yet to come"
i should've saved you
i'm sorry that i let you down
i guess i'm a let down
you could kill me and you should
i should just kill myself
while i'm falling apart
dive and disappear without a trace
no one cares, there's no one there
i'm so sorry now
we're on the edge right now
i'm not needed around anymore
i wanna be somewhere away from this place
i'm not strong
wrap your wings around my broken body
you find me free-falling
i drop like a cannonball
don't cry and don't be sad
i'm in paradise
i'm lost in the storm
i'm spiralling out of control
but now i'm lost
in the darkness all alone
i don't know if i could take it
will you catch me when i fall?
what a skill to have
someone who makes me feel seasick
forget about it
how was i to know
no one cares, there's no one there
i need a miracle
~ 9.21.19 ~
Songs:
One Day by Tate McRae
Someone To You by Banners
Broken by Lund
This is Love by Air Traffic Controller
Let You Down by NF
Kill the Director by The Wombats
Flares by The Script
Alone by Lund
Smile by Mikky Ekko
Forest Fire by Brighton
Wings by Hurts
R.I.P. 2 My Youth by The Neighbourhood
Miracle by The Score
