This is some old shit I've found in my rant thingy.
November 12, 2018
Today Isa played a prank on me where she pretended I was invisible. Little does she know it made me feel like shit. I'd already torn up my hips self-harming, and I tore up my arm last night. Continued to tear up my arm tonight.
November 24, 2018
I feel like a shitty person for not telling my gf abt my self-harm. :(
*le time skip*
September 11, 2019
I got cut from jv volleyball. Idk why, but it's making me feel like shit. Since 8th grade ended I've lost so much fucking confidence.
September 13, 2019
I feel so out of place. I just had Spanish and had a mini anxiety attack the entirety of class, which sucked.
September 14, 2019
I feel like my world is falling apart. Andy is in the hospital. Eirini is a day student, so she's not around this weekend. My library peeps have dorm bonding rn, so I can hang with them. I'm pretty much alone rn. The only thing I can do is throw myself into my hw, or else I start thinking and taking trips down memory lane. And that is a dark and scary path I don't want to wander down again.
These were just some old rant times (from before today) I found, so yea.
Also, my gf in the second one, we aren't together anymore, so yea.
That's it for now.
- 9/18/19
