(this is going to be a ramble hitting multiple topics, hence the title that no one title really fits this post. it's also been written over the course of several days, so yea, it's kinda all over the place)
tears are an incredible thing
they convey so much with so little
and can mean what seems like an infinite number of things
happiness
sadness
pain
other unexplainable feelings
all to varying degrees
"your mind is your own worst enemy"
"your mind is your greatest weapon"
wow, the mind is the craziest fucking organ
it can help and hurt you
be incredible, and be the biggest bitch ever
you're hurting, and i'm sorry for that
i wish i could do something to help
i just don't know what to do
my brain is telling me to do something to help
but i know some of my options would destroy you, so i don't
because even though i may not love you anymore
i still like you as a friend
and it hurts me to see you hurt
so if i hurt you, which i know i did, i'm sorry
i did my best to not hurt you too badly
just know i'm here for you
to listen and to try and help if you want me to
i'm finally feeling happiness i haven't felt in a while
that's kinda amazing
