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Liked by xlilhuddy, posiematthews and 23,476 others tillieturner closer? ☀️
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Username1: This is my favorite picture of u 😍
posiematthews: woah, you're unreal 🥵
Username2: Beautiful!
tillieturner: @posiematthews ily p 💖
xlilhuddy: this is beautiful ❤️x
Username3: I wish it was that sunny here :(
Username4: shes not even that pretty 😒 idk what Chase sees in her.
xlilhuddy: @Username4 she's stunning.
tillieturner: @xlilhuddy 🥺❤️
Username5: I ship this with my whole soul
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tillieturner Chase
xlilhuddy yes m'lady?
tillieturner u don't have to defend me it's fine, I can handle hate
xlilhuddy You shouldn't have to handle hate Especially on your own
tillieturner it will just keep the dating rumors going
xlilhuddy I don't mind the rumors.
tillieturner Oh.
xlilhuddy I mean I've had enough rumors in my lifetime, it doesn't bother me anymore
tillieturner right.
xlilhuddy Jaden just farted and it smells like egg Read.
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it doesn't bother me anymore
The words from his message somehow upset me even though I knew it was stupid. For a moment I thought he viewed me as more than a friend, that he wished the rumors were true.
Of course, that was just my brain tricking me. I wasn't even sure how I felt about Chase myself, I just knew he was very attractive and was the first decent guy I'd spoken to in a long time.
He knew what to do when I was upset; he knew how to make me laugh but also knew how to talk with me about deep things such as our small meaningless existences in this gigantic universe.
I cared about him; maybe as a friend and maybe more. Or maybe the vulnerability I felt after my heartbreak convinced me that I liked him in that way.
I sighed and put my phone down to put an end to my headache just after hitting send on my final message.
