Sincerely yours

Chapter 4: Goodbye

Embres POV

It's been 2 weeks since that night. And we've just been avoiding each other the whole time. I still make his meals I just make sure I'm not around when he comes out to eat them. We make sure to stay clear of each other. Well, I do. He's tried talking to be which is weird because we never use to talk but I know it's only because of what was said. But I just carry on ignoring him. He hurt me. And I'm too tired to put up with it. Anyways, today's the day. I'm leaving.

I'm all packed and ready to go, all my stuff are waiting by the front door ready to be collected. I made him his last meal before I leave and some lunch that I put in the fridge for him at work tomorrow. I never told him I was leaving, not that he should know or care. But this is what I want. This is what I need. He will never love me and I can't keep living like this in misery, I deserve to be happy too. And I've finally come to terms with that. I went to see my sister yesterday for the last time. I'll come back every few months just to see her, but at the moment I need to heal and I hope she understands that. Which I know she will.

I put my last little belongings into my purse and go around the counter to grab a piece of paper and pen. I didn't want to tell him ow as leaving because he wouldn't care anyways and that would break me more. I don't need more heartbreak. So I figured I'd just right him a letter to read for when he gets home.

Dear Chase,
I'm sorry for not being the wife you wanted although I wish I could have been. I tried my hardest but obviously I never succeeded. I really wish things turned out better for us, but I realised now that it was all just me and my faulted hope thinking you could love me. Well, hoping someone would love me. But not everything goes the way you want it and that's okay, I've accepted that. Your probably wondering why I'm writing this letter. But I didn't have the heart to tell you in person knowing you wouldn't care anyways and that would just cause more unnecessary heart break that I don't need right now. I'm leaving. Well, I've left. Obviously, other wise I wouldn't have written this letter at all. I've gone away and I probably won't be back for a while, or possibly at all. I've relied on you too much and I'm always only getting hurt in the process. So now I need to get away from you, from everything, so I can heal and live my life, happily. Thank you for everything you've provided me with but I won't be needing any of that anymore. It's not rightfully mine. All the money that you put in my account as an agreement of part of our marriage has been transferred back into your account. All the clothes, jewellery and essentials have been cleaned and put back in the jewellery box you gave to me, that is also on your draw as well. With all that being said, again, I am sorry I wasn't what you wanted in a wife. I hope from now on you will be able to live a happy life without me being in the way.

Sincerely yours,

Love Embré

After writing the note I put the pen back in its place and folded the paper in half, putting it on the counter where he could see it.

After moments of hesitation I finally pull of the ring that he gave me when he asked for my hand in marriage. Although it was an arranged one and he wasn't very happy about asking me, I was still happy. But now, my life here has ended. I put the ring on top of the note and head towards my stuff at the door. I took one more look at the house before turning away. I got in the taxi and we were away.

"Where to ma'am?," the taxi driver asked ever so politely, but then again that is his job.

"Airport please." He nods at me through the review mirror and I start to reminisce all the memories that were made here in New York. I will miss this place. But this is for the best.

Time to start my new life.

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Hey guys,
-         Sorry for the short chapter, I promise the next one will be better and longer for that matter, I've just been so tired from exams and everything but I will be updating soon !!

Thankyou !! Amaya xx