Dr.Mendes

chapter 41

2 weeks later, Shawn went back to work. he went back to being the sexy doctor he is. and well you kinda had to go back to being a college student. which was harder than it sounded because you couldn't stop thinking of how Shawn would be doing. and you guys barely got to see each other, the weekends only, if anything.  anyways somehow you managed with him calling you on his breaks which somehow coincidently were the same time as your lunch or times between your classes. 

one week you had a very stressful week, you had 2 huge papers due one after the other and a big nerve-racking presentation at the end of the week. "I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't do this, this is the limit to where I can go, I just can't," you said on the brink of tears. 

"Maya your gonna be fine, you are a very strong independent woman and I know you can." you were on facetime with Shawn. your mind was all over the place, just thinking about the presentation made your heart drop, and those papers had to be more pristine than any other hospital bathroom. 

you didn't say anything. you could just see shawn's worried look on his face. "look, I know it's hard, I've been there before, I had to go through college too. but because I did it, I know that you can too, I believe in you." god. he's so fucking supportive. "try taking this week one day at a time. tomorrow and Tuesday use the time you have to write up those essays and make sure your references are cited perfectly." you giggled softly.

"Thursday morning you turn them in, and later that day you start planning out what you're going to say. and memorize it too. then if you can, Thursday night take a nice bath to help you calm down and relax for Friday. which is the big day. I might even join you in that bath if you want." he said. he's so sweet, he genuinely sounded worried. 

"one of the best feelings in the world is getting a full week as this one done. you'll survive baby girl. and you'll learn and grow stronger from it." he finished, with a huge smile. "thanks love, I'll see how it goes." you look at the clock, its 8:41 pm. you missed him so much, all you could do is rub that necklace he gave you with his name. it seemed like since the accident your lives don't line up anymore. 

"shawn" 

"what?" 

"you know I miss you right?" 

"yes, I miss you too, so much."

suddenly your soft smile was washed over with an upset, sad look. you missed him so much, and it was stupid because you guys lived like 10 minutes away from each other. but your schedules suddenly didn't lineup, you hated this. but you knew it was for the greater good, you needed your degree in nursing and Shawn needed to gain back the hours he lost from the accident. 

"I know Maya, I would do anything just to have my hands on you again..." Shawn said in a sad tone. suddenly your eyes went wide and your head shot up, "Woah Mendes, what do you mean by that?" you asked with a smile in a weird tone. (if yk what if I mean) Shawn laughed, and said," whatever you want it to mean baby girl..." with a sexy smirk in the end. 

your heart melted and you smiled so hard. that reminded you why you love this man so much, he always knew how to make you smile. you then remembered you had an 8:00 am class the next morning, you had to go to sleep. you always hated this part of the day, saying goodbye to your man. 

"Hey babe"

"yes?" 

"I have to-"

"go to bed? I knew it," he said with a sad tone in his voice. you felt so bad but you needed your sleep, its fundamental for a college student. 

"I'm sorry, I just have an early class tomorrow so-" 

"yeah I get it, babe, I hope you dream with me, I love you."  

"I love you too Shawn, goodnight." and you hung up. it broke your heart. you went to the bathroom to brush your teeth, and then changed into your PJs, and jumped into bed. which will always be a godly feeling, jumping into bed after a long day. you could not get comfortable tho. you tossed and turned, you felt like something was missing. you almost felt empty. 

god, you felt so stupid for this but you missed Shawn so much. you could not fall asleep for your life.  then you heard your doorbell ring. it was 10 pm... who the fuck would ring my doorbell this late. 

you walk weakly but scared to your door and peep through the peephole. oh my god... you couldn't believe it. you open the door and see Shawn also in his PJs, a bag of clothes and some takeout. 

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hey guys! I'm finally back with a new chapter. I really hope you guys like this one, I know I did. and again I'm so sorry for not updating sooner, high school leaves a shit ton of homework 🤧

anyways I really hope you guys like this chapter and please let me know if you did. 

love you -j❤️