Life//Kim Jonghyun//

Dreams Pt 2

There was a young male passed out on the ground... then another was thrown on him.

I was going to cross the street to check on them, but three others came out of the darkness of the alley way, two were sharing the weight of one, helping the boy to walk.

The poor lighting was just enough to see who it was... Key was on the ground bleeding from the mouth, Onew was on top of him, trying to wake him up... the there was Taemin and Minho, who were carrying Jonghyuns unconscious body.

Pom Pom kept barking, and right when I looked down at him, he pulled his collar off, and was running to the group. Poms short legs jumped over key, and ran to Jonghyun. Onew looked up from where the dog came from, then he saw me.

"Go... leave, you CANT be here." He yelled

Something in me sparked my legs to move towards them. Taemin saw who
I was, then gently sat Jonghyun down, and jogged to me.

"Y/n, you can't be here, it's not safe... please leave before you get hurt too" he said

I looked up at him, tears trickling down my cheeks, then I looked past his shoulder to see Jonghyuns head being pulled up by his hair, then having a bat hit him in the back of his head. He coughed up blood as he clutched on to his cut in his stomach.

I almost screamed for the guys to stop, but before any noise could escape from the lump in my throat, Taemin covered my mouth.

He looked me in the eyes and sternly said "Go home y/n."

I nodded, then quietly called for Pom Pom to come to me.

I blankly walked along the streets, nothing filled my mind other than loosing Jonghyun. Somehow I managed to walk to a bridge with a small river under it. The water ruching against the rocks was so peaceful and hypnotizing.

I tied Pom Pom to the nearest bench, then stood up on the railing that prevented people from falling in. I was about to let my body weight pull me down into the rushing water, but I heard my name called by a familiar voice...

"Y/n" their voice cracked "don't do it, I need you in my life..." they cried. I turned around to see a knife pressed to Jonghyuns throat, blood slowly dropping from the cut it's making.

"I-I love you y/n, a-and I messed up bringing you in my life, but I did. You're in my life now, and I dont regret it. You helped me feel happy even when I didn't want to... you even stayed by me when my past came back to haunt me... so don't leave me because of this part of my past... y/n... I love you so fucking much" he began to cry.

I was in total shock, that the control I had over my body gave out, and I fell backwards... plummeting to my death... this is how it ended, not even on my terms. I didn't even get to tell him I love him...

Boom

I woke up panting hard, I looked over and Jonghyun was staring at me in shock.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I examined him for any wounds... none.

"I love you Jonghyun... I love you so much and I don't want to leave you" I said as I hugged and cried on him.

"I-I love you too y/n." He said back in shock.

My head then began to feel light, and my heart was pounding hard in my chest. Then everything turned black.

Is this goodbye for real?