Life//Kim Jonghyun//

Fall

A bright light woke me up along with an alarm that's continuously beeping.

"Jonghyun~" was heard from Y/n as she grumble with her morning voice.

"Jonghyunn, turn it offff!" She partly yells while using the heel of her palm to rub her eyes. I flipped over, blurry eyed, and hit the snooze button. Flipping back over to see Y/n back to sleep. I scooted closer to her, leaving the warm spot my body was at. I snaked my arm around her waist and pulled her closer to me, placing my lips near her ear.

"Hey Y/n, it's Monday and we're gonna run late if you don't get up." Is what I whispered into her ear.

From where my head was on her I could feel the heat radiate from her face. I chuckled, snuggling into her more, placing my head comfortably in the crock of her neck. She's soft, that's why I like skin contact with her. Before I could get used to it, she flew up and ran to the bathroom to get changed.

I flipped over. The warmth where I was laying was slowly disappearing. The alarm clock read, Monday, October 9th, 6:20AM. The AC was turned on, causing the room to be colder than normal. I checked my phone, -6°C, great.

I popped up, putting the blanket around my shoulders to keep warm. I looked in the body mirror she had on the back of her door, disgusting. I rubbed my nose sleeply and walked to the kitchen. Two bowls of cereal sat in front of me, waiting for Y/n to eat one. As she walked out, hair semi dry, she smiled.

Cute.

Her smile could lift me from any dark day or time that I could possibly have. She sat down in front of me, fixing her skirt as she did. I smiled at her and placed the spoon to my lips to chew the cold metal.

As she ate the cereal more, the more her chewing resembled a calf, adorable, vulnerable, and still processing life. The more I thought, the more I got pulled into my own world.

*Snap snap*. She snapped her fingers in front of my face to drag me out of my dimension.

"Hey Jonghyun, why aren't you eating?" She asked, milk brimming her lips. I simply answered

"I'm not hungry." I lied. She looked at me for a hard second, then clapped back with the truth.

"Don't lie to me, I know you're hungry, eat this" She scooped her spoon into my now soggy cereal. At first I moved my head away like a little baby refusing to eat, which earned me a stern look. I sighed and gave in. Opening my mouth and chewed the cereal. She smiled again.

I got up, placing my feet on the cold hard wood that sent shivers up my spine, so I tightened the blanket around myself trying to get warm. I proceeded to walk to the bathroom to get ready. Only taking a few minutes, we were ready to head to school.

With a few minutes to spare, we walked into our 1st period, science. In science the desk held two people, Y/n being next to me as my partner. Half of the class is over with, and I felt a warm solid place itself onto my hand. I looked over and Y/n Is staring at the front of the class. I look down and her hands intertwined with mine, not failing to fill a single crevice.

As for the rest of the day, she did the same thing, held my hand. We got to lunch, hand in hand, eyes drawn in our direction. I took this chance to kiss the back of her hand. Her face went from a fair pale color to a tomato red.

As school was about to end, Y/n asked if I wanted to stay the night at her house, and of course I said yes to her. I love being at her house, I get to be me, and happy. We were walking down a street, and I felt something grab my hand. I looked up to see Y/n red faced, I then looked down to see our hands interlocked. Smiling, I gripped her hand harder.

While we walked to her house, I began thinking of what our family would look like. A mom who is beautiful, two BEAUTIFUL children standing next to her, and then there's me. I was in a tuxedo waiting for Y/n and the two kids to walk down an isle. Throwing flowers, the kids gradually made their way towards me, smiling at every step.

Without knowing it, were in Y/n's house sitting down, face to face. She was staring at me lovingly.

"What?" I asked in confusion "Is there something on my face?" she shook her head and smiled

"No, I'm just appreciating beauty." She replied chuckling.

"But im ugly, I only see the beauty here is in front of me." She hit my hand and furrowed her eyebrows,

"You ARE NOT ugly WHATSOEVER Jonghyun." I just smiled "If you say so..."

She got up to make something to eat, she asked if I wanted something to eat, I replied with a simple "No, I'm fine" I honestly was hungry.

I watched Y/n peacefully eat as I heard a song play in the background, cold fire by PREP. She started to hum to the song, too lazy to dance because she just got back from school.

"Why aren't you eating?" she asked in a worried tone.

"I'm not really that hungry." I lied.

"Don't lie to me Jonghyun, I know you are. Eat this." she said, grabbing a giant scoop of noodles with her chopsticks

I moved my head away like a baby refusing to eat food, but she gave me a stern look, so I had to eat. I didn't want to die over not eating after being told to eat. While chewing and processing, I stared off into space like I normally do. "Hmm?" I look over at Y/n, she's chewing her food with large chomps, eyebrows furrowed looking directly at me.

"Oh, nothing. I'm just cold." I responded, pulling a blanket off the back of the couch, then pulling it over my shoulders to try to make me warmer. She shook her head and chuckled. I hummed in a questioning tone as to why she laughed,

"No no no, It's nothing. It's just you can be so cute without knowing it" she replied while covering her mouth. I looked down and covered my face with the blanket to hide my blushing.

She started to tug at the blanket, so I decided to take it off, in which she started to laugh at me. She pointed to the top of my head at started to laugh.

"Y-you look like A-albert Einstein!" I ran to the bathroom with the blanket over my head. I fixed my hair, making sure there were no imperfections. As I walked out I spotted Y/n on the couch, half awake. Plopping down beside her, she wiggled her way towards me in order to cuddle me, then ruffled my hair. Trying to look as offended as possible, I exclaimed "What was that for?" she chuckled before responding.

"You look cuter like that, it's less effort, but more efficient." I smiled at her. "You should go get your things from your house tomorrow and talk to your dad while you're at it.

Why did she bring HIM up out of nowhere?