MINECRAFT GODS (Jelix)

Tears of happiness or crying for help?

P: He was blushing too much, it must mean something. Oh my God i am thinking about him too much. He just said he loves the meal he didn't say he loves me. I must stop day dreaming

J: I finished the food and pushed the empty plate away while i looked down at my hands trying not to make any eye contact with him while i blushed harder

P: Maybe he thought i was blind but i wasn't. I wanted to break the silence so i asked "What about playing some games together? Minecraft off screen?" I laughed as i said it.

J: "I..i don't really feel like gaming Fe." I said and got up to put my dirty dishes into the sink.

P: "We are Minecraft Gods come on we need to rule our worlds Jack" i said but i saw that something is wrong with him. He isn't pumped with positive energy like when we recorded. Is he only pretending to be okay?

J: "I just don't feel like it right now alright?" I said softly and sat down again. "I'm sorry."

P: "Are you okay buddy?" i asked softly and i could see a tear falling from his eye.

J: "Y-yes i'm okay" i smiled and wiped away my tears with my sleeve. "W-why are you asking?"

P: "You don't look okay, you know you can tell me everything" i said and i gave him a long hug

J: I sobbed softly as i let him hug me. "I..i'm just not feeling too well. That's all" i whispered and tried to stay strong

P: "Shhh i am here, please don't cry" i stroked his cheek. I was trying to not cry but i failed. Tears began to fall from my eyes

J: I leaned my head against his chest and started to calm down as my sobs turned into cries and my cries turned into soft whimpers and i cuddled close to him enjoying being so close to my crush

P: In this moment i felt something which i never felt before. He was so close to me. My heart was racing. I want to be in this moment forever. He is like a little boy crying over his toy but he is so sweet

P: "I am your cuddling bear Jack, awww how sweet" I am so happy but so sad at the same time. It is so painful for me to see him crying and didn't know why. I want to help him but he doesn't want to tell me...

J: I just cuddled closer to him.
I really want to tell him but i can't.. he'll think i'm a freak and it will ruin our friendship.. but i need someone to talk to.. what should i do..?

P: I wonder what he is thinking about. I hope it isn't nothing bad. I can't imagine losing him. "Jack please don't sink in your thoughts alone, i am here to help you, I'll give you a lifebuoy"

J: I looked up at him and breathed heavily "I-i'm depressed Felix. I feel like i'm not good enough for my fans..you and mark.. i hate myself. Comments are saying that i'm ugly and..i..i believe them. I just feel like shit" I whispered and cried again

P: I started to cry so much as he said it. This was really heartbreaking for me. How could i not notice it? He was such a good actor. I took a deep breath and i spoke "First of all you are not ugly, you are the most beautiful boy which i know and you have the golden heart. I love you so much Jack. Mark loves you too. And your fans? Come on buddy they are willing to do anything for you. They would go 1000 kilometers just to see you. They love you but not as much as i do"

J: I looked up at him and shook my head "No. I am ugly. Even my fans told me that i looked like a homeless person now. Some even told me to kill myself so i..i started to.." i couldn't finish as i started to cry in my hands

P: "What did you started to? please end the sentence...i am worried about you Jack"
I am really worried about him now, i started to imagine the worst scenario of what he could done and my eyes were filled with tears again. How can his fans be so rude to him? He doesn't deserve it.

Another chapter is here. We hope you will like it as much as you liked the first two chapters. Also i hope it will never be like that in real life. We love Seán because of his personality, not because how he looks like. And haters? Haters can go fuck themselves.