MINECRAFT GODS (Jelix)

Dream came true

J: I stared at him and leaned forward to kiss him again

J: Finally. I'm kissing my crush!

P: He likes it ...omg am i dreaming? He really likes it.
I touched his lips again and i started to bite them a little bit. I am ready to give him the longest kiss ever. I came closer to him. My body touched his and i kissed him on his neck again. He moaned a little bit and that turned me on. I kissed him on the lips again but this time i gave him deep passionate kiss which he didn't expected

J: I moaned into the kiss softly. And pushed him against the bed as i laid down on top of him while we still kissed.

J: Fuck why am i enjoying this so much? It feels so..wrong

P: "We are bad boys right? Epic gamers and bad boys.. this will be the best ride of your life" i whispered to his ear as i was taking his shirt off.

J: I started to blush as he took my shirt off.

J: Fuck. I hope he won't notice how little i ate lately. I hoped

P:I really enjoy this but something is wrong here. No i don't mean the drama we will cause on YouTube. I mean..."Jack? Why are you so skinny? I can see your bones showing up"

J: "W-what are you talking about Fe?"
l  ruined this monent for both of us but...i am so worried about him. I don't want him to die..

J: "I-i'm not!
I exclaim. "I just ate a little less.. turned into a fatass"
I whisper and look down

P: "Jack ...you are not fat, stop lying to yourself." I need to take care of him. I need to take him to psychologist or rather psychiatrist in this state. This is serious

J: "But they told me.." i started and looked up to him.
"Can't we just forget about this and.. enjoy ourselves?"

P: I understand him. He doesn't want to talk about this. I respect it. He wants to just enjoy some good time. "Let's forget on everything" i said as i touched his beautiful body

J: I felt him touch my body and flinched

J: Bet he's so disgusted by my obese body..
That's what they said..

P: "When God created you, he must give you all the perfection he had" i said to him and i kissed him slowly on a chest

J: I moaned softly and let him take control over me.

J: Lies..all lies.. he's just trying to make me feel better. He doesn't mean it

P: He must think that i lie...but it isn't the truth. I really love him, he is perfect for me no matter what other thinks. I was waiting for his move now and i couldn't stop looking on his perfect body.

J: My hands started to shake and i looked away.

J: Why is he looking at me like that? I bet he's thinking about how disgusting i look.

P: "Jack are you okay buddy? I feel like you are not ready for this. You are shaking. We can stop if you want."

J: "No. I'm ready we can continue" i whisper and smile at him weakly.

P: I wasn't sure if he is lying or not. I just hoped he is feeling good at least now, in this moment. I took his trousers away and i waited for his reaction. He doesn't feel really comfortable. I can feel it

J: I gulped and bit my lip as i stared at him with my dull,pain filled blue eyes.

P: "Jack... Come on and hug me. I know you don't feel comfortable now. I know that the demon in your head doesn't want to leave you. And i am so sorry you must experience this...this horrible pain."

J: I hugged him and let a couple tears fall.

J: I'm so sorry..i wish i could change it..

P: "It is okay angel... just cry it out. Shhh i am here, always here for you" i tried to comfort him with hug

J: "I'm ok i don't wanna cry again" i whisper and get out of his hug sitting down on the bed again and smiling at him

P: "Are you really okay Jack?"

J: "Ye-yeah" i smile at him and give him a thumbs up.

J: Obviously not.. but i'm tired with all this.

P: "Jack for the love of the God stop playing this game with me. Don't lie to me anymore.."

J: "Fe..please. lets just enjoy this moment. Alright?"

J: I beg
Please!

P: "Alright Jack, i will do whatever you want ❤"

J: "T-thanks Fe" i whisper and kiss him roughly

P: "Rawr someone is wild here" I giggled and kissed him again."Take control over me Jack, drive me crazy"

J: "I-i-i don't know" i said insecurily

P: "Don't worry it is going to be okay, i love you so much"

J: "O-okay" i whispered and kissed him again roughly and pushed him against the bed

P: I accidentaly moaned

J: "F-felix" i moaned out and kissed him again

P: "Honey it will be okay" i was touching his shorts and while i was doing it i started to kiss him passionately again

J: I whimpered softly but started to relax as i moaned into the kiss and stared into his eyes.

P: "I love you so much Jack" i whispered to his ear. "I am all yours now"

J: I whimpered softly and bit his lip while placing a hand on his lean stomach

P: I took his shorts off and mine too...also my T-shirt. This is the first time i see him naked and i don't regret it

J: I blushed deeply and whimpered "i-i'm sorry"

P: "Why do you apologize Jack? You are beautiful."

J: "I..i know i'm not and you deserve better.." i stuttered and shaked again

P: "Shhh you are the best boy which i ever met and you will forever be...my number one"

He only says this to make you feel better. Don't trust him jack. He thinks your ugly and fat as well. And he's right. Look at you.

J: The voice in my head said and i got off the bed put on my clothes and ran into the bathroom and slammed the door shut before i started to sob loudly