After our moment in the bedroom, Colton and I were awkward along with everyone else. I guess they do remember the article. When we pull into the sight the the environment is beautiful, green and vibrant in every direction. When we start looking around the tension broke everyone went back to normal, happy even. Getting ready for the night, was the only thing on each other's minds. My mind had a different train of thought, it always seemed too, but what was I gonna do it was my mind. I was still awkward I mean how could I tell my best friend that I was practically in love with her boyfriend? No, it couldn't be done, she would kill me we've been friends sense we were kids... newborns!!!....at that, we were raised in the same crib. I'd just have to keep my thoughts to myself and not think like that.
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The day had gone by in a blur it had seemed to have taken minutes for the hours to tick by until night. The beautiful green landscape was now a tangle of dark, while your mind plays tricks on you. The shadows condensing into monsters that may or may not be their.
To pass time we started a game of truth or dare. My friend decide to ask her boyfriend for her turn. "Ok, babe truth or dare?" He thinks about it for a second, and responds with. "Truth" She looks around the room and almost seems to spot me for the first time that night and says. " How do you feel about, Sadie?" He, hesitates and runs his palms against his pants and says, nervously. "Uh, I see her has my sister and my friend and... if she wasn't my girlfriends... best friend" He chokes these words out like venom and adds hastily. " I would want to be.... with her." Everyone goes quiet instantly. I suddenly see the glare and anger coming off of my friend, along with the tears beginning to shine in her eyes. She gets up so I get up and start to say " I didn't..." " No, save it" She says back angrily and jogs off to the tents. Everyone goes back until it's just me and Colton. We stare at each other for what seems to be forever, until he says " I'm sorry I never meant for it to be like this, I wanted to tell her another way but this seemed to be the best way. I didn't want everyone to see me humiliate her in public, but it just happened and when I looked at you I... I couldn't stop it was... I'm sorry" " Its not your fault I should have never let that moment in the bed room happen, but me and my clumsy ass made her question it and I'm just , stupid." While I was carrying on he got up at some point and grabbed me, as I stop he lifts my chin up towards him and says " Don't call yourself stupid, and I would never trade that one moment for anything." He looks in my eyes and they ask if I can kiss them, but instead of answering I just lean up and he seems surprised at first, but then he relaxes and pulls me in further. The way he holds and kisses me is like a storm, it shakes my entire body and almost scares me. When we both pull back breathing hard, he takes a deep breath and asks " I've been waiting so long for this sense freshman year I've been dreaming of you and thinking of how it would be different if I was with you and I never truly understood or realized that. Until about a year ago after you got your first boyfriend I was... jealous and at first I wasn't sure what I was feeling, but now I know... so, what do you say to being my girlfriend.
