"SALVATION?" she asked, her eyebrows tied in a knot as she walked her way towards me, her hair in a messy bun and her hands holding up my first-aid kit.
"Y-Yeah, I think it's pretty similar to redemption..." I hinted, though my eyes are glued to the ground as embarrassment engulfs my pride, knowing that I have not a single right to look at her right now.
Now that I might actually do something really, really inappropriate.
"Huh. Why tell me this? I mean, you only ask for salvation if you have done something wrong to someone and you want to redeem yourself, right?" she asked, her eyes looking at my frailty and her hands working their magic on the small wounds I obtained from earlier with which I slightly winced at as a small reaction.
"I did something w-wrong actually..." I mumbled on my own, looking down to sneak on her while her eyes aren't on me for a moment, only to find myself inches away from her lips as she looked up on me from her kneeling position.
Her soft, enticing rosy pink lips now inche— centimeters away from mine, her gentle yet piercing gaze striking my vulnerability from the inside, and the warmth I felt from her presence...
"Fuck." we both mumbled quickly, catching both of us off guard before seeing her stand up from her position and walked away from me, just a few meters away and yet, I felt lonely again.
Not seeing her for such a long time greatly devastated my being, the fragment of my own heart now scattered and shambled like the jigsaw puzzle in a toy store. This longing for her was quite intoxicating and dangerous, yet...
I want it so badly.
So selfishly.
So greatly I want it that without a second thought I walked towards her with full deliberation, held her arms firmly, and made her face me with her perplexed look before crashing our lips into one.
"Mmmm...!!!" I heard her groan in 'moaning language' as she tried to budge away from my grasp but to no success, much to her efforts, as I tried to deepen the kiss by lightly biting her lip with my teeth, making her open her mouth in pure shock only to be muted once more as I entered her with the help of my tongue and meeting with hers.
Battling for each other's dominance we moaned and groaned in that same spot, the feeling of pure and joyous ecstasy filling me up into a brim as I closed my eyes and savoured this special moment between the two of us, me and my sapphire.
Only when I felt her breath coming into a stop did I stop as well, giving her some time to contemplate as to what just happened earlier, the dance of defiance inside her oral premises lingering on my mind like a pleasuring wet dream, a dream I finally turned into a sweet reality.
Only...
I heard her cry by herself.
Cries like a maiden in pure anguish I heard her mourn, the sadness inside her own frail heart concerning me as I slowly walked towards her with caution, only to find her crashing into my arms as we both fall to the ground.
Déjà vu.
"B-Bitch..." I heard her mumble on her own, the gurgles of her own jagged breath trying to cut off her own word, as I tried to calm her down by stroking her long, silky black hair with the most gentleness that I could, like I was holding a Chinese porcelain doll that I would treasure forever till my last breath.
"Shhh, it's all right..." I told her, though unsure if what I said was correct and appropriate, but nonetheless, I felt strong enough for her.
To protect this vulnerable side of her.
