ALWAYS.
Always been a fool of my own stupidity, the foolish mouse that have fell right through the trap of the treacherous cat.
The stupidity that have been bestowed upon me is what we call 'love' and more specifically, the unrequited one.
"Why would you go full-blind love on someone when you could be happy with me instead?"
Why out of all people that I could fall for, why must it be you that I fell in love with? You who is so unreachable like the stars that have twinkled in our skies in the evening, like the dreams that never turned out to be real, like the love I could never gain back.
"Why suffer for something so avoidable? You could just escape that pain and find happiness instead, you know."
I guess.
I guess I can't help it.
I guess I was just as willing as Mother Nature herself, willing to risk everything she once treasured to something so futile and despicable.
Like I never had a choice.
"Choose. Your happiness, or your pain? You're just being idiotic right now, it's becoming amusing."
I do have them, the choices in life, and I have all the time in the world to do it.
It's just that...
I am still about to do it, anytime soon.
