roger lay in the hospital, waiting for the day to come. he didn't know what he was dying of. he just knew that he was. bruises littered his neck and chest, a reminder that he was, in fact, a sick man breathing his last breaths.
john rushed into the small room where roger lay, looking him up and down. he reached out to touch roger's arm. letting out a small tear, he thought about all the fun times that he'd never get to spend with the love of his life, roger meddows taylor.
roger let out a strangled whisper, "love, don't wait for me forever. go. find someone else. find a beautiful woman. find a handsome man. i'll be gone by tomorrow. don't waste your life waiting for me to return."
john leaned in for a kiss, his tongue swirling abouts roger's, their noses bumping into the other's. this was not a kiss of lust. no. this was a reminder of the love they still share. the love that'd be gone by tomorrow. the love that would be replaced with longing. of sadness. of fear.
"i'm sorry this had to end this way, but at the end, always know that I love you more than anything that could ever be bought," roger continued.
more tears crept out of john's eyes, and soon his face was wet. "I don't want to leave you. I want to stay with you forever. the way we planned it," he hiccupped.
"love, i'm dying. I can't possibly keep you forever," his whisper turned to shallow breaths as roger breathed his last. "i'm sorry."
tears erupted from john's face as he realised that he'd never see roger's lively face smile again. he'd never say all the things that he always wished to say. each drop fell off onto the blanket that covered roger's stiff, dead body.
john's tears turned into wails as he fell deeper and deeper into his emotional hole. latching onto roger, he wailed prayers to bring him back; to change how fate ran.
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