Jungwoo Lucas
Another year of High School. Last one thankfully. I guess, if you really think about it, it's not too bad but everyone says something different, you know? Either way, I want be...more active? Like...socially. More parties and more friends, you know? Yea yea. Kim Jungwoo going to parties. Ridiculous! But really, I want to. Maybe I wouldn't be so lonely.
I arrive at school and I am at my locker which is so conveniently located upstairs...on the other side of the school. Great! I close my locker and quickly make my way down the steps before I trip on air. I fall into some persons arms and hold on for dear life. They don't let go either.
"Are you ok?" The deep yet soft voice asked me.
"Y-Yes. Thank you." I stand up and looked up at the male who had caught me.
"L-Lucas..." I mutter before grabbing my stuff that had fallen all over before I run down the steps to my class.
Little do I know, he follows me. One of my notebooks in hand. I get into my class before he grabs my wrist quickly.
"Hey-!" I say before turning to see it was him "What do you need, Lucas?" I asked, sort of coldly
"You left your notebook" Lucas said lowly, holding it out. My eyes widen before I snatch it back
"Thanks...I guess" I say before going back into my classroom, head down until I get to my seat
"Mr. Kim. Why are you late? Do you have a pass?" The teacher asked. I response I shake my head.
I can't stop thinking about Lucas and I. It hurts everytime I think of us. Well...what once was us. His parents realized we were dating. Then found out we made out. And more and they scolded him. Lucas is inherently confident. He doesn't care about anyone's opinion but mine. After that...he broke up with me and kept denying all feelings for me. It hurt but I understood. I told him for months it was ok for him to be who he was but he kept denying and denying. I hate him for it but I can't stop loving him. It's impossible. Everytime I see him...I hurt and I know he does too. He was my first everything. First kiss, first boyfriend, first time. Most of all. He was my first love. Then the bell rang and I left class. I have no clue what todays lecture was about. I guess I was too busy thinking to pay attention. It happens on my bad days. Either way, Science class. Lucas and I are in the same class from what I heard. I really hope we're partners but I hope we aren't. I guess the choice isn't mine...oh well.
Jungwoo Lucas
First day of senior year. Let's get it over with. I drove to school, parking in the front as usual. I got out and Doyoung along with Ten and Taeyong came over. The two of them were holding hands, Doyoung third wheeling big time. I look at their hands and then to the ground.
"Morning Lucas" They all say in almost pure unison.
"Hey man!" I say with the most artifical smile I can muster.
"How you doin'?" Doyoung asks in his usual monotone voice.
"I'm fine. Tired but fine." I replied, not really in the mood for small talk. We say our goodbyes and I look back to wave and see Ten and Taeyong making out on Doyoungs car as Doyoung tried pushing them off. I chuckle the slight heartache away and walk into the school. I need nothing from my locker so I go to the stairs to get to class before I see Jungwoo trip on...nothing? Nonetheless, I catch him. I don't let go nor do I even think about letting go. I look down at him and admire him, remembering all the times I just held him. Like this. His hair over his eyes. His arms around me. My arms around him. I get lost in thought momentarily before I ask "Are you ok?"
"Y-Yes. Thank you." He says quietly. Typical Jungwoo. He stood up but I didn't want him too.
Stop thinking like this Lucas. You know better. You aren't gay and you won't ever be. Us two were just a fling. For almost two years but just a fling-
"L-Lucas..." He mumbles before scrambling to grab his stuff and leave. I see his notebook on thw ground but he was already gone. I quickly picked it up and chased after him. I saw him get into his class but before anyone noticed him I grab his arm gently but quickly.
"Hey-!" He gets out before realizing it's me "What do you need Lucas?" He says coldly which hurt but I know he had a reason to hate me.
"You left your notebook." He reply, holding it out. He snatches it from me and walks into class.
Shut Lucas! That was your time to apologize or explain yourself! Idiot!
I refrained from grabbing him again and walked to my class instead. I sit down and sigh as my mind won't stop running. I can't pay attention although I look over at other people and write down a few things before going back into my thoughts. The bell rings and I head to science. My least favorite class. I walk in and sit where my name aas written. I look over at the name on the other side of the table. I let out a big sigh, realizing it says
Kim Jungwoo
I slightly panic before he walks in.
Shit shit shit shit shit- Fantastic- I can't do this again-
My instincts get the best of me and I walk out of the class, pushing past Jungwoo. All I see from him is pain in his eyes as I walk away from the one thing I know I truly love anymore.
I'm sorry Kim Jungwoo
I Love You
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Hello!!
It's the author...Again haha
I hope you liked the story!
It's my first one so don't mind any mistakes or crappy everything ^^
Well, I hope you enjoyed it and I can't wait to write Chapter 2 and I hope you can't wait to read it!
See you soon!!
