Fall has set in. Not only in the External but even in the ?֖%@). Seasons are a bit weird when it comes to the ?֖%@). Though they both change at the same time, they look different. In the External you have leaves changing colors, some more wind than usual, and Pumpkin Spice lattes.
Ewwww.
I've never tried one so I can't really give my opinion on that.
The ?֖%@) looks entirely different. Well, maybe not entirely. The ?֖%@) changes with the seasons, but each season looks different for each person. For example, I love the fall. To be honest, I love any weather that allows me to wear a hoodie. I enjoy watching the trees change and lose their leaves. To hear the crunch of the dried leaves on the ground. Some of the most memorable and best moments of my life have occurred in this season.
We're sick of you talking about yourself and fall... Why do we care about this?
Y'all are huge cynics...
The point I'm trying to make is this season is very pleasant in my ?֖%@) dimension. The colors of my room move from a maroon to a gradient of deep blue to white for the walls. With this change the lyrics on the walls dissapear. The floors change from a dull blueish gray to a black with intricate gold leaves etched into it. Also, I get a wolf rug in one corner when fall comes around :)
All of my objects are still here. The hand still takes up an unwanted amount of space. I'm not scared of it being there right now though. This season is one of the best in my ?֖%@) dimension!
Others aren't blessed with this kind of comfort for this season. One of my friends Sensus has a harder time in this season. When he sees the leaves blowing in the wind he is reminded of friendships that have been swept away. The colder temperatures remind him of cold nights where he wrestled with the demons inside of him. The flashbacks to different moments come to his mind in an overwhelming torrent.
I've stepped foot into his ?֖%@) once during this time. I don't know the location I was brought to in his dimension. What I do know was that it was absolute chaos. What looked like a hurricane surrounded us. At times small branches would fly from the swirling mess and leave small cuts on our arms and faces. It was devestating sight. So much pain and trauma was built into this storm. When struck by a branch Sensus didn't even flinch. He was used to the abuse. Disensitized by the world to believe that this was normal.
The brokenness manifested itself in his dimension. Hurt people, hurt people. So commonly heard yet never fully understood. Sensus would try his hardest to hold it back. He wouldn't let people in for fear of them getting hurt. He couldn't let people see this part of his ?֖%@) lest they be hurt as well.
But, he let me in. Even though it was just once. He let me share his pain for a moment. He let down his walls. It hurt him, it hurt me, but neither of us were offended at the other. This hurt birthed a bond. I wouldn't let him be overtaken by his own ?֖%@) because, I knew what it was like. I stood there with him and felt every twinge of pain he felt- every itching scar a mark of regret. I understood that season.
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"The most valuable things have been refined by fire."
~~~Character List~~~
Myself (Author):
Name- Cantor
Gender-Male
Phase tendencies- Frequent flitter, relationship oriented, influenced by a voice.
Color-[Type]=Variant->Neon teal+ Strains of Black
Close Friend:
Name- Laetus
Gender-Female
Phase Tendencies- Peaceful phaser. Stays in the External most of the time. Relationship oriented.
Color- Sky Blue
Mentor:
Name- Oraculi
Gender- Male
Phase Tendencies- Unknown
Color- Unknown
Close Friend:
Name- Festivus
Gender- Male
Phase Tendencies- Unknown
Color- [Type]= Variant-> Gold and cream
Distant Friend:
Name- Probus
Gender- Female
Phase Tendencies- Unknown
Color- Unknown
Close Friend:
Name- Verus
Gender- Female
Phase Tendencies- Unknown
Color- [type]=Complex -> Fire+miniscule blue flecks
INMOLATIO:
Color- [Type]= Infinite.
Close Friend:
Name- Sensus
Gender- Male
Phase Tendencies- Closed off
Color- Unknown
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