Sa'Hara

3: How could

~How could the one I gave my all too make me feel so sad. Can somebody tell me? Make me understand. If he loves me. How could he hurt me like that ~ Aaliyah

Sa'Hara

"Bye Katy, thanks" I said to her than shut her car door. I walked up the metal stairs to my apartment. When I got there, I lift up the door mat and no key. The fuck. Kelvin knows that he should leave the key under the mat. I tried to door but it was locked. The fuck!

"Kelvin" I knocked. He didn't open. I know his ass is here. I can feel it in my gut. I knocked a lil louder but not loud enough for the neighbors to hear me.

"KELVIN!" I yelled getting impatient. Urgh! I hate him. I heard the locks and he poked his head out.

"You early." He said. I frowned.

"Fuck you mean I'm early? Open the door Kelvin. And I came at the right time." I said trying to push through but he pushed me out.

"Babe, can't you go to your friends house or something?" He asked me. I wanted to slap the shit out off him.

"No! I want to come home now! What you hiding in my house Kelvin!" I asked. I heard movement on the couch. This nigga has someone in my place.

"Babe chill. It's no one." He said. I tried to go through but he pushed me back. I kicked him by the knee. As he groan bending to touch his knee. I pushed him and went in. And what I saw was disgusting and fucked up in so many levels. A gay guy in a wig and makeup. Standing naked in front off me.

"Bab-" I cut Kelvin off.

"SHUT UP! SHUT DA' FUCK UP! Who's this?! Huh?! Who the fuck is this?!" I screamed looking at Kelvin. He sighed.

"This is Jay. My boyfriend." He said. I slapped the shit out off him. I can't believe this nigga is cheating on me with a hairy black ugly fat bitch.

"You cheating on me with this?! Fuck you Kelvin! Fuck you!" I turned to the gay nigga. I have no problem with gay people. "Did you know he had a chick?" I asked the nigga.

"No. I ain't know." The brother said. I nodded. Lucky nigga, I looked at Kelvin once more. Tears begging to come out in my eyes. I went to our bedroom and I was disgusted. The sheets were wet with cum and sweat. Eww. I walked to the closest and took out my suitcases and buff bag. I started packing my shit. I took everything, even my hairbands. Make bag everything. Kelvin walked in the bedroom when I was zipping out my bag. I wiped my tears away.

"Baby please don't leave me. I got nothing but you." He said. I ignored him. I Dial Cythera's number and she answered. Thank good.

"Hey Cy. Can you please come pick me up?" I asked wiping more tears as they spill out.

"Oh, girl you okay? I'll be there in a few minutes."

"Thanks." I said than hung up.

Kelvin stood there fake crying. I know his ass is just mad that I'm leaving. The breadwinner is leaving. His broke ass can get help from his gay bitch.

*in the morning*

I woke up and cried just a lil while though. I can't believe Kelvin would hurt me like this.

"Hara" Cythera walked in the guestroom. Last night she picked me up and I went straight to her guestroom. She didn't ask no questions. Just told me to rest.

"I hate him so fucking much Cy." I said to her as I cried. She sighed sitting on the bed and wrapped her arms around me.

"I'm so sorry Cy. What happened though? Did he hit you or something?" Cythera asked me. She knows about Kelvin but not our problems.

"No." I sniffed. "You see, Kelvin lost his job last year and we had a lot off bills. I had to quit university and focus on getting more money so I took being a bartender as permanently. Kelvin started to change. He became more angry and he would accuse me off cheating. We would fight everyday and every night. I still tried to be the prefect girlfriend. I still tried. Last night, when I got home. I found his ass cheating on me with some ugly ass gay guy." I said crying.

"Damn. His that heartless and stupid " Cy said.

"I can't believe he could hurt me like this. I loved him, yes we had problems but I loved him. The sex wasn't great but I still loved him. He would yell or even throw bottles off beer at me but I loved him Cy. We were together for sooo many years Cy. I know him very well. He knows me very well. We were like brother and sister Cy." I cried.

"It's okay. Hara. You know you gonna be just fine with him. You know you strong and brave. Just like yesterday when you disrespected the boss." She said making me laugh a bit as I sat straight.

"I can't believe my fat mouth." I said laughing a bit.

"He was pissed girl but I think he likes you. That smirk he had on his face says it." She said.

"Good. At least I won't lose my job." I said.

"Mmhm. Anyway taking about the boss. He might be coming over." She said making me frown.

"What? Why? You guys friends or something?" I asked her.

"Yeah something like that. I'm dating his best friend Drew. The manager." She said. My mouth formed an O.

"That's explains why you guys like being together a lot." I said.

"Yep. Anyway Drew called and said they coming over. I don't know why his coming over to my apartment when we should be going to his mansion." She said.

"His rich?" I asked.

"They both are. But King is more richer." She said. I frowned

"King?"

"The boss." She said. I nodded

"Alright. Let me get ready to step out." I said. I don't wanna be around king especially after what happened yesterday. Cy laughed realizing why I am leaving.

"Okay bitch." She said walking out the room. I stepped out the bed. Fixed it than took a long ass shower. Kelvin was on mind and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I stepped out the shower. Quickly lotion my body. I wore my grey Nike shorts with my grey crop top. I slipped on my white sneakers. Tied my hair up. Did my make up than took my Nike jacket. I stepped out the room and walked to the living room. I saw Cy and her boo. Thank gosh his not here. Just than the door opened.

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