Sa'Hara

14: Emotional

~ I'm emotional
But I can't let you go ~ Carl Thomas

Sa'Hara

I woke up because off some beeping and it was irritating the fuck out off me. Why isn't king turning it off? I opened my eyes but it seemed that they were heavy. What the fuck? Once I opened them it was blurry so I blinked and a few times and I saw a white celling. I looked around and I saw Cythera crying and Drew rubbing her shoulder. Where is King?

"C-c-cy-cythera." I called her. She looked up and jump from her sit. She came to the side off the bed and hold my hand.

"Sa'hara. Are you okay? Drew call the doctor." She said making drew walk out the room.

"W-wh-what ha-happened? Wh-where's k-king?" I asked her. She sniffed looking done. What is going on? The doctor walked in along with Drew.

"Hello Ms. Houston. How you feeling? Do you remember anything?" The doctor asked me.

"I feel confused. What am I doing here?" I asked him.

"Well, you had a miscarriage. You were 2 months pregnant. The pain seem to have knocked you out off conscious." He said. I frowned. Miscarriage? I lost a baby. Tears started spilling out my eyes. I started crying. I didn't know I was pregnant. I  didn't know.

"Oh my god!" I cried. Cythera wrapped her arms around me and we cried together. The doctor walked out along with Drew. Cythera cried along with me.

"I'm so sorry Sa'Hara." She said.

"K-king? Where's king?" I asked her. She sighed.

"That bastard left after he heard the news. He thinks you knew you were pregnant and you didn't tell him." She said making me cry even more. I want him here. This is my fault.

"This is my fault Cy."

"No. No. You didn't know. You didn't know." Cythera said.

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It was close to 8pm at night. Cythera left with Drew. I was just staring at the empty sit next to me. I should have been more careful. Why didn't I notice it? I noticed that my periods haven't came but I thought it was stress. Lord please bring king back to me. Just as I was about to close my eyes. The door opened and I jumped only to see my father and mother. I was happy they were here but I wanted king.

"Mom, dad" I said forcing a smile. My dad walked up to me and hugged me. My mom stood next to him. I guess she's still mad at me.

"How you feeling?" My dad asked me.

"I'm okay." I started to cry. "I didn't know dad. I swear." I cried. He hugged me again. I cried on his shoulder till I calmed down. He pulled back and I wiped my eyes.

"So who was the father? It can't be Kelvin because Kelvin came over our house to look for you." My mom asked. I looked at her.

"King. King kings." I replied. They stood there looking shocked. Especially my mom.

"King?" She chuckled. "That rich crazy thug. I knew you would be stupid to go for someone like him." She insulted me.

"Excuse me?" I raised my eyebrow. "King is not a thug okay? His...his a businessman. He got more money than you." I said to her.

"Oh I see. Now my daughter is a gold digger." She said.

"Jane." My father warned her. My mom huffed looking away from me.

"I don't know what I did to you mother but whatever it is. You need to shove it up yo-" my dad cut me.

"Can y'all just stop? Jane, tell her what we talked about." My dad said. She sucked her teeth.

"Me and your father thought it would be best if you move in with us." She said making me roll my eyes.

"I'm not moving back to New York with y'all." I said shaking my head. My mom got pissed with me more.

"Lil girl you will do as I say. You already fucked up your life. We can't let you fuck it up even more. I heard you quit school to support a boy. Even better you broke up with him and now living with a girl who's a stripper! You worked as bartender. Had sex with your BOSS! LET HIM FUCK YOU UP AND YOU UNEMPLOYED! YOU GET PREGNANT BY HIM THAN YOU HAVE A MISCARRIAGE! WHAT MORE SA'HARA?! WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?! WAKE UP!" my mom screamed at me. "You like it or not. You coming back home. You gonna study to become a lawyer. Find yourself a nice young man and live a great modern life!" She said coming close to my face.

"You don't control me." I said to her.

"Oh and all this fancy clothes you get from Mr. Kings will be sent back to him. I will not allow you to fuck up your life again Sa'Hara." She said than walked out. I looked at my step dad.

"Dad, stop her." I cried.

"No Sa'Hara. Your mother is right. Take this as a vacation with us. Me. You have to get yourself together Sa'Hara. You not as strong as you think you are. You need to come home and regain your strength." He said to me than walked out. I screamed in frustration. I cried alone till I had a headache. I took my phone and dial King's number for the 6th time. This he answered.

"Kin-" I got cut by someone else.

"King baby. You know you should lie to me. What happened at Miami?" I frowned. How can he answer when his talking to his bitches. Is he at ATLANTA?

"Yo Chay chill nothin' happened baybeh." He said. I heard movement than kissing.

"Tell me you love me and you won't hurt me." The girl said. My heart beat fast.

"I love you and-"

I hung up. My heart just broke.

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