Sa'Hara

12: Fallin

~ I keep on fallin'
In and out.
Off love with you ~ Alicia keys

Sa'Hara

It's been months now. Actually 3 months. I've went back to Cythera and it seems like King is being distance I guess. But he still comes and sees me. Get me some clothes, or whatever than we have sex. It's a repeat and I'm starting to notice some change with him.

I don't know what I did to him but his not the same. We fight yes but end up fucking and I don't want that. I want a guy I can have a family with. A guy I know won't disappear when I need him. Not only that though, but he was serious with the firing me thing. I had to find another job even though he said that he'll take care off me. I got a job though. I work as a waiter in this nice ass restaurant called Wall's food. Weird name but it pays more than I got at King's club.

"Girl!" Cythera barged in my room holding some red flowers with a card in them. "King told me to give you." She said handing them to me. I smiled looking at the beautiful red roses. They are pretty.

"Awe, his so sweet." I said taking out the card and opening it. My smile disappeared when I read the note.

Sorry love.

Can't make it.

~ Daddy.

He promised to meet for lunch so we could take more. This is not the first time he did this, this month. I'm starting to think he got himself another bitch.

"What it say?" Cythera said smiling. Oh she's still here.

"Uh...he said that he loves me. That's all." I lied through my teeth. If I told Cythera the truth, She'll start yapping and make me have second thoughts for making King my bae.

"Awe, at least his trying. Last time he brought flowers. He said he was out on business." She said making me look down at the roses.

"Yeah" I replied. She noticed that the conversation was over so she left. I sighed throwing the roses far to the wall. Asshole. His been gone for a while. He flies back to Atlanta and comes back. Over and over again. I know he has business and all but damn. I wanna go with him too.

My phone rang and it was Him. Urgh. I stared at the phone for a while trying to fight the feeling off answering him. But I couldn't.

"Hello." I answered. The weak me soaked.

"Hey baybeh. You got my flowers." He said making me stare at the roses on the floor.

"Yeah." I replied.

"I'm sorry lil mama. I jus' got some business that's all." He said making me roll my eyes.

"I know." I said shrugging.

"Okay. How 'bout this? Yah' meet meh. At the hotel. We spend some lil time together than I'll leave for my flight." He said making me smile widely.

"Okay daddy." I said standing up quickly.

"See yah lata love."

"Lov-"

I glare at the phone. Maybe he was busy. Anyway I walked to the bathroom and took a quick shower. After that, I lotion my body, than wore his favourite lingerie. The red and black from Victoria secrets. I put on the expensive white fur coat that he got me with the diamond heels. I put on the necklace and diamond stubs. I let my hair flow back. I think we might have a lil fine but mostly I just talk. I'm not really feeling sex again.

*****

"Aaah fuck!" I screamed as he speed up making the bed squeak louder. I grab hold off the side off the bed with my left hand and the other was gripping the sheets.

"Damn Diamond" he grunts going deeper. Soon we cum. He got off me and we laid back catching our breaths. I moved to his chest and wrapped my arms around him.

"That was amazing" I said laughing a bit. He took his phone than pushed me aside lightly.

"I gotta go love." He said getting off the bed. See what I mean. I got out following him to the bathroom.

"What about round 4 in the shower?" I asked him wrapping my arms around him.

"Nah ma. I'm serious hea'." He pushed me again. I'm starting to get pissed.

"King what da' hell is wrong with you?" I asked him.

"King?" He raised his eyebrow at me. I fold my arms not allowing him to scare me. "Ain't I tell you about that name?" He asked me.

"King, I don't fucking care about that! You changing up on me! What's going on?!" I yelled at him.

"Bitch ain't nothing goin' on!" He yelled back. See this is why I hate fighting with him. He calls me out my name.

"You better shove that 'bitch' word back in your mouth. And if there's nothing going on than why da' hell you being distance huh?! Why you not answering my texts or calls plus face times! But I also answer your calls King! I'm alwa-" he cut me off.

"Nobody forced yah too bitch! And if ya' say king on more time I'll slap you Sa'Hara!" He yelled at him.

"Ki-" my face turned to the side. My cheek stranded burning like hell. He slapped me. I can't do this shit!

"I warned your stupid ass!" He said than stepped in the shower and shut the door. I cried silently feeling my cheek. It was burning like shit. I looked at my face and his hand print was on my cheek. It was turning purple and red.

"FUCK YOU!" I screamed at him than walked out the bathroom. I put on my shut than took my purse and phone. I walked out the hotel room. I pressed the elevator button. I saw a couple coming, so I comb my hair with my fingers to my face. Tears couldn't stop coming out. They just couldn't.