~ See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurting while I'm with you.
And though my heart can't take no more, I keep on running back to you. ~ Ashanti
Sa'Hara
2 days later
I don't wanna talk to him. Or anything with king. He hurt my feelings really bad. My phone keeps Ringing from his phone calls. I don't care about him I guess. Now I can relax I think.
Anyway I got out off bed than went to my bathroom. I took a long shower after that I lotion my body as always. Wore ripped jeans, black turtle neck crop top Jersey with my sneakers. I tied my hair up. I did my make up to cover my bruised cheek. My phone buzz and I looked to see messages from King. I rolled my eyes than moved to my backpack. Than took my phone. I don't know why but I wanna see His messages. Maybe just a few.
Daddy: Answer the phone for me love. I'm sorry. I just snapped.
Daddy: I miss you Sa'Hara. You know you all I have. C'mon baby let's talk about this.
Daddy: Sa'Hara please baby girl. Answer your phone.
Daddy: I'm taking a flight back to you now so we can talk.
My heart that beating fast when I read that message. He sent it an hour ago. Fuck. I need to get out off Cythera's place for a few days. I just want him to leave me alone. I can't go back with him. Every time I see him just wanna love him and forgive him. I can't go back with him. No way. A few slaps in my face is enough. I took my camp bag and started packing some clothes. Maybe I'll go to a motel and stay ther-
"Hey Drew. King" I heard Cythera say from out my room. I looked at my door. It was wide open. I run to it and shut it. Making sure it's locked. Shit, shit. Just as I was bout to text Cythera to not let king come to my door. I heard a knock. Shit.
"Sa'Hara." King knocked. My heart melt when I heard his voice. Damn, I'm so fucking weak. "Diamond baybeh open up." He said. I walked to the door and took deep breaths before opening. When I opened, he stood there tall and built like he always been.
"What King?" I asked him as I let him in my room and lock the door.
"Baybeh, I've been callin' yah." He said
"I know." I said shrugging,, I'm trying to be strong but I just can't. Please pray for me.
"You mad huh?" He asked me. I rolled my eyes.
"Kin-" he huffed.
"King again?" He asked me.
"Yes King. What? You gonna slap me again?!" I yelled getting in my feelings.
"Shush. They gonna hear yah. And I'm sorry baybeh" he took my hand and kissed it. "Listen, I kno' this ain't no excuse buh' I just ain't good with ladies like yourself ma. Yah' kno' I never had no one there fa' meh. I love you so much baybeh. Ion wanna lose your sexy ass. Plus, who's gonna spend my money fa' meh huh?" He asked me.
"It ain't about money king. I love you too but you keep hurting me. For the past month we've been fighting." I said to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer.
"I wanna love you. Jus' teach me how ta' love and we won't fight." He said than kissed me. At first I didn't kiss back but I soon did. I missed him to much. His lips are so much softer. He picked me up and placed me on the bed. Lawd, I tried to stop him but this felt so good.
"Mm" I moaned in the kiss when I felt his dick on my inner though. I sure hope make up sex is gonna be great but again ever sex with him is greater then great.
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I woke up with King's arms around me. He was knocked out. It was dark that means it was night time. I felt sick like I ate something wrong. I wiggled off his arms than put on my silk gown. I walked to the bathroom than shut the door. I felt light headed for a sec so I leaned on the bathroom room door.
As I was about to walk to the toilet, I ended up running to it. Blood was spilling from in between my legs. What the fuck? I sat on the toilet. Wait...my periods are starting now? For like 2 or 3 months they NEVER came. I started feeling a pain in my stomach and I gasped because it was really painful. I fall off the toilet and on my back. I screamed feeling more pain.
"KING!" I screamed out his name. In a few secs king walked in. He looked at me than ran up to me.
"Baybeh, wha'-" he was confused.
"I'm in pain. Call the ambulance." I cried. He ran out the bathroom. The pain became more and more. Soon I blacked out.
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Sa'Hara
Non-FictionLoving him was a mistake. From the start we never got along but we still wanted to be more than just friends. Maybe I wanted to be more than friends. But he was treating me wrongly, putting me second. Now, I just wanna leave him but I still love him.
