Ms. Kim's Pov
"Because you are acting nervous like you have a girl crush on me or something."
As soon as those words left my mouth Lisa became quiet.
Wait.
Don't tell me.
No.
No! it can't be.
After a moment of silence, I called for her wanting to know if the girl she was writing about is really me.
"Manoban?" I called her name then she hesitantly looks at me.
"Am I the girl you've been writing about?" I asked boldly trying to hide the fact that I was hoping that it is really me.
"I-uh-I.." she didn't finish her sentence when she immediately went out.
"Ms. Manoban!...Lisa!" I called for her name but she runs fast my tiny legs couldn't even catch up.
NO
FREAKING
WAY
Oh Jesus Christ I don't know what I'm supposed to feel right now. Countless emotions are battling inside my brain.
Happy?
Scared?
Should I give it a try? Give us a try? But what would happen if I did? Will she stay and never betray me? will she love me for who I am or does she only like me because, well let's be real 'cause I'm hot? Will she even accept me and my baby boy? What if she finds someone younger and a virgin in the future what will happen then? I don't want to date someone for the fun, I want to date them because I see a future with them.
And scary enough I see all that with my student who I only know for a little time. Lalisa Manoban is one scary human. She has made me pique interest in her from the very beginning. I knew she was dangerous but I didn't know she can be this dangerous making me nearly question the future. And making my head hurt by all possibilities and impossibilities that can happen.
I lean on my table with one hand supporting my weight and the other holding my head.
"What am I going to do"
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Lisa's PovI heard my alarm go off, I sighed and turned it off. I laid in bed and stared at the ceiling. I didn't want to go to school today.
I didn't want to see her.
I can't show my face to her anymore. It'll be just too painful. The rejection I'll be facing. Her saying my feelings for her are wrong and that I should stop is more painful than getting my dick cut.
We can't be together and I know that.
I never wanted her to find out. I was going to be able to get through the year if she didn't know, but now that she does I don't know.
It's more painful with her knowing I like her and me knowing we aren't going to be together rather than her not knowing and us not being together.
I probably should just drop the class.
I sighed remembering I need to go to class to graduate which means I can't drop it.
FUCK
I heard a knock at my door and I sighed knowing who it was
"I'm up mom," I stated and sat up and she opened the door.
"Bam is running a fever so he isn't going to school," she said and I nodded.
YOU ARE READING
The Forbidden Fruit
Romance"A dream is a wish your heart makes When you're fast asleep In dreams you will lose your heartaches Whatever you wish for, you keep" ---Lily James Lisa Manoban is an 18-year-old senior in high school. She's a new student at YG High. She meets...