Your Precious Time (KnB Midorima Shintarou BxB)

Chapter 3: Stupid Memories

A/N: side picture is Vampire Tamaki because it is Halloween (not in the fic).

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*Beep* *Beep* *Beeeeeeeep*

Grrrr I fucking hate that alarm.

I do my best to look at my clock.

It shows [ 07:57 am ]

And then... everything from yesterday came back to me.

"Fuck." I say when I lay back down. I'm not going today.

"Wait a minute, I didn't have a nightmare." I normally don't dream, but if I dream and remember it, it's always a nightmare.

Well I guess its better this way.

I'm just going to sleep today. Just do nothing but lay in my bed and try not to pity or feel bad for myself.

When I'm almost back to sleep, I hear the bell going.

'I don't care if it's Friday, just leave me alone for a while.' I think and ignore it.

*Diiiiiing* *Ding* it goes again.

'Ugh, I'll just go see who it is.' I think grumpy while getting out if bed.

Not being fully awake yet in combination with being lazy, I almost fell down the stairs.

The door has a long small window next to it and see Midorima standing.

'Ugh, I don't want to talk to him.'

I can look outside through the window, but he can also look inside. So we just stare at each other. Until I slowly start shaking my head no, signing to him to give up and leave. I see some kind of sad emotion in his eyes but I still don't care.

I go numb after hurting myself. Getting myself to not care about a damn thing. He should know better than to keep trying.

It slowly goes away after three a four days. But I think it'll last a bit longer this time. When I say don't care I mean it. Not caring about hygiene that much, but not eating a damn thing also.

But you know I  just don't care.

He keeps staring, but I turn around and make my way to the kitchen.

'I need some good coffee with lots of milk but no sugar.'

I prepare everything for the coffee. I make a lot of coffee so I'll don't have to make some again today. I like it both hot and cold so it doesn't really matter.

I'm searching for my big coffee pot when I bump into a person.

Huh what?

I look up and see it's Takao.

"What are you doing here? I ask surprised, with a small smile on my lips. I hope he doesn't notice. But it's just nice to know he's actually here and cares.

"Mido-kun told me were the spare key of your house was hidden outside, so I could look after you." He tells me, a bit nervous.

That little smile quickly leaves my face.

Oh so it was actually Midorima. Well Midorima isn't forgiven yet. He shouldn't have said all those things.

" I don't need to be babysit on." I tell him coldly.

"I wasn't planning on doing that. Let's just hang out." He says , while getting on a chair around the kitchen table.

"Did you have breakfast yet? 'Cause I'm pretty hungry." He says right after.