It's been a week since I put something tasty in my mouth. I was pretending that I was sick, so my parents won't understand that I was starving myself. I've lost 5 kilos as what my goal was. I'm scared to go to school. Dad drove me to school as he does it every time.
As I walk in no one seemed to remember anything from the last week. I met Jeremy.
-Wow, did you lose weight?
That was the first thing that he told me as we met in the classroom.
-Yeah....
I felt really proud of myself.
-How much exactly did you lose?
-5 kilos.
-For a week! That's not good. You can get health issues. You better gain a bit. It's for your own good.
There's no way I'm gaining those kilos back. It's not that much. It was really hard to control myself on the holidays.
-I'll try... - I just said. I don’t want to fight about this with him.
On lunch we went to our table. I got a banana in my lunch back. Jeremy and I were talking, laughing, sharing stories from the holidays. But that didn’t last for long, because Alec came.
-Look what we got here... The school's fatty today is on a banana. You won't lose weight with just one banana, sweetheart. Nothing will happen.
He said laughing. Alec and his friends went outside. Is he serious? Do those 5 kilos means nothing to him? Am I still fat? I feel really weak. I need to think twice about my new diet. I look up over to Jeremy.
-Don't listen to him. You're perfect, the way you are. He is just a jerk, who needs attention.
Well, he can be a jerk, but he is a HOT jerk.
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RomanceWhen you have few extra pounds and your crush makes fun of you, you can't just handle it in. You start starving yourself and then you start cutting yourself, but nothing helps. And then you are on the other side of the game... "I just can't! " I sai...
