Alec's P.O.V.
I see the difference in Monika. I see it. She barely walk in straight line. But I can't let my friends make fun of me, because she has a stupid crush on me. I'm a fuckboy. I can have whatever I want and I don’t need a girlfriend. I'm heartless and I do not have feelings for anyone, but myself!
I saw her walking opposite me. She didn’t stop looking at me. This time I was alone, everyone was in class, but why didn’t she? She's a straight 'A' student. I pushed her into someone's locker. She looked at me with her watery puppy eyes.
Monika's P.O.V.
-Stop looking at me, fatty! My friends are making fun of me, because of your fucking crush on me! Nothing's gonna happen between us! I like skinny girls and you're not one of them.
-B-but I've lost weight..
-Well, you are still fat. You need to lose more weight to become flawless.
-I just can't!
I said giving up on everything.
-Of course you can't! If I was you I won't can eighter.
He brust out of laughing. Tears forming in my eyes, I don’t know if I can keep them back.
-What?! You think if you cry, you'll made me play soft on you? Go get some help, girl!
I didn’t want to hear anything more. I ran away. I went home. My dad was at home. From all that running I felt weak. Really weak.
-Hi, honey! Why so early?
And it all became black. I don’t know what happen. Everything just became black.
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