I can't continue

Pt. 5

I woke up in a hospital.

-Honey, are you Okay?

Asked my dad.

-Yea, but why am I here?

-You fade away, sweetie. The doctor said that you are not eating enough. We'll go back home now. I've made your favourite pizza. The Hawai pizza with extra pineapple!

My mum supriesed me. She laugh a bit. I smiled, but pizza has to many calories. And I can't do hard workouts now. They need more energy and I don’t have enough.

Alec. P.O.V.

I understood that she fade away an hour after the scene I did. She was starving herself, because of me. I need to repair that.

I saw her sitting all by herself on a bench under a tree. I went infront of her.

-Hey, Monika, you look really good today!

-But... but I'm fat.

Did she really said that? I totally broke her self confidence.

-No, that's not true. You are very skinny.

-But not egnough...

-Yes, you are very skinny. You need to stop listening to what the other's say.

She looked down.

-Anyways. Why are you all alone?

-I don’t have any friends.

-What about that friends of your.... Mmm.. Jeremy, right?

-I. We are not friends anymore.

-Sorry to hear that, but I'll try to replace him. So come with me.

Monika's P.O.V.

Alec didn’t wait for my answear. He just grab my wrist and dragged me in the cafeteria that I didn’t go in since January. He ordered me a sandwich while still holding my hand. Everyone's eyes were pinned on us. We sat beside his friends.

-Why is she here?

One of his girl friends asked with disgust.

-If you have a problem, you may sit somewhere else!

He shouted back. The girl just lowered her head.

-Come on, eat.

He smiled at me.

-I'm not hungry.

-You're lying. You're always hungry.