𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ( BNHA OMEGAVERSE )

『𝐀/𝐍』

I don't like authors notes as much as you all don't,

in fact I try my hardest to make sure i have little to none of them now. But for the sake of this book and myself I need to make one.

Mostly because if I simply post it onto my activity/posts not everyone reading the book will see it.

STRESS

That's one of the things I want to address here. And no, it's not about any of the books don't worry :) I always make sure to give myself as many books as I KNOW I can handle.

I've never been super out there as far as school goes. So this year I'm actually in about 3 clubs and almost all honors classes.

This is all very stressful, especially considering I am only 15 and can't yet drive myself anywhere so I must rely on my parents.  Meaning when I have things to do or places to be they NEED to be available in order for me to get anywhere and that brings me into my next subject-

MENTAL HEALTH

As, most of you, already know- last year I had stopped writing for about 5 months to focus on my mental health and family issues. 

For awhile I thought it was fine, and that I was finally all sorted out but everything likes to come out of nowhere. My family is once again beginning to split apart- the roots now being my NEW and ONLY Nephew.

YES- I became an aunt! :) but that's tearing the family apart with the other half of the babies creator- my brothers girlfriend.

But the worst part of it has to be myself. Stress adds to all the mental instability I have. I have a very toxic way of dealing with my emotions...holding them in. 

It's unhealthy and I know it is but I can't find it in myself to tell anyone how I really feel- not even you guys.

There's always a mask on my face while I'm around others, primarily at school. It's beginning to weigh me down. Just last night I was balling my eyes out for no apparent reason and knew it was for that reason.

Another factor is that everyone I know likes to give their problems to me. They like when I'm helping them resolve it or even do it myself. The stress of that isn't doing me any good and I feel like I'm dying at times.

So far this week I have finally had my breaking point. I feel nauseous and tired all day long but don't tell anyone and act the same. When I eat, IF I eat, I will do it irregularly. I don't like coffee but this week I can't get enough of it and I know something's up.

CONCLUSION

 I will be taking a break. Not a five month break like my last one though, this one will be shorter. I'm planning to come back right after my school break, which should be either in the middle- or end of OCTOBER.

I know you all enjoy my writing, and I enjoy writing for you. That's another thing that pushed my decision to do this. I want to be able to put out content you all enjoy and love reading.

Such as my last chapter, it made my heart swell reading the comments of how emotional it made you. As well as how I made you all feel sympathy for Tomura which was one of my goals.

So like I said I will be taking a small break but I will be back :)

Before I go, I have also decided I'll give everyone what I've been so horribly thinking about since I started wattpad.

A picture of my real self. I will no doubt go back in here, most likely tomorrow, and take the image out and republish this. I'll be publishing more than one since some are better than others.

But I want you all to know what I look like and feel I'm, a bit, ready to show you all :)

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I WILL be taking these down when what happens finally sets into my body.

I have my own Tiktok, Instagram and Snapchat but I am VERY uncomfortable with giving any of that away for now. But I thank you all for reading this and I hope you'll all wait for me patiently.

Love,

Author ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ)