Temptation

E I G H T E E N

You weren't feeling great nowadays, after everything you've been through, it was kinda hard to accept that it even happened. It felt as if you were in a drama, like the one you were aimlessly watching. Jungkook somehow convinced you to shift back into your home, the door got replaced, it was an electronic door now. You also had those things where you could see who was at the door. 

It made you feel safe but not as much as when Jungkook is around. It was weird how he was always somehow there every time you were in trouble. Maybe except for the time when you were in the bar. 

It's been a while since you last went to university, you mentally prepared yourself to go tomorrow. Right now, you needed a friend, someone you could talk about this crazy shit. It was all so sudden and weird. You finally decided to open the messages app, noticing you didn't have much in there anyway. You opened Yoongi's chat thread.

Yoongi

Hey, You know where's Leah? I needed to ask her something.

Read, Delivered yesterday 8:40 am

You

Hey, just got this,

I don't know, last I heard she went on a cruise. And can you not ask me about her anymore, I don't want to talk about her. 

Are you free tomorrow? Can we meet?

The door made the noise as if someone was inputting the code, your heartbeat ran fast, even though really you had no reason to be afraid after all, only you and Jungkook know the code. 

Your heart calmed down upon meeting Jungkook's grey eyes, as he gave you the cutest bunny smile in the world, holding a bag of food. You smiled as you looked at him and your heart unintentionally clutching at how adorable he looked.

"So what are we watching?" Jungkook huffed out as he sat next to on the couch, passing you the bag. 

"Oh it's about a rich heir boy falling in love with a poor girl, and like her mom coincidently works as a maid for his family and she's deaf. Then like this dude is not even like the only son, he has a brother but it's his half brother and..."You rambled on till you looked at Jungkook's face who furrowed his eyebrows at the story you were telling, clearly lost making you pause.

"Well, all she does is cry so," You immediately put your hand into the bag pulling out the food shaped wrapped aluminium sighing in contentment at the warmth you felt. 

You handed one to Jungkook and pulled out another one for your self. You were starting to get comfortable with Jungkook nowadays. It felt easier to talk to him, but you still felt a little awkward. I mean you had so many questions but you didn't know how to ask.

You glanced at Jungkook's side profile, his eyes invested into the screen trying to understand the scene before him. You felt it was better to enjoy these limited moments of escapism than to dwell on so many confusing ideas.

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You ended up falling asleep, your head resting against Jungkook's shoulder. He slowly guided your head to his lap, and at once you got comfortable pressing your face into his thigh as if it was a pillow.  

A pink tint immediately formed on his cheeks, he's never had a girl or even a woman this close. He gulped as he put away any inappropriate thoughts. 

You were his light, it was as if he was a moth attracted to a flame. Though he wasn't sure what you thought of him completely.

He just needed you but didn't care if you did or not