Temptation

N I N E T E E N

Jungkook woke up, the scream resonating from your room. He rushed out immediately, barging into your room. It was the fifth time, honestly, at this point, he didn't know anymore. There you were on your bed, thrashing and screaming bloody murder. He ran to you holding you down.

"Y/N baby, wake up, it's okay," Jungkook said as he held you close, you woke up. Tears rushing out of your eyes. You hugged him and cried, wetting his shirt. 

"It's okay, baby girl," Jungkook whispered into your ear, calming you down. It wasn't long before you slept in his arms. Jungkook stayed close, he wasn't sleepy anymore but worried about you. 

It had been just a week since he moved in, and at first, it was very awkward considering you officially made a declaration that you were in a relationship. You decided it was best to make him sleep in the guestroom. After all your relationship just started and you didn't want to go that physical yet, maybe take it slow but he ended up in your bed within the night. 

You knew the only reason you wanted him to move in with you was because of your fear, you felt only safe with him. 

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You woke up feeling your drool over the side of your face. Lazily taking your hand to wipe it off, you felt him. Your eyes snapped open, looking at him. You were on his chest, his arm around you. You just gazed at him, butterflies in your stomach. You didn't know what you did to deserve a gentle, handsome and kind man. You looked at his features more intently.

His soft brown hair, his strong eyebrows, to his nose, which you found the most cutest after his smile. Your eyes went to his lips parted, your mind rushing to the kiss. Your cheeks heated up but your eyes kept staring. The memory, making you feel hot and desperate to experience it again.

You felt him shuffle before he closed his lips, and turned to the right a bit but his arm still around you. You got up slowly and left his side, deciding to get dressed.

After your shower, you noticed he wasn't on the bed anymore. You changed quickly, excited to see him.  Today you decided to attend university again. You couldn't ignore it any longer, you needed to live your life again. Jimin had enough power, no more.

You went to the kitchen to see him cooking, his back to you.  The smell of eggs invaded your senses and hunger struck you. As he switched off the stove and served the eggs on two plates. He turned to face you.

"Hey baby girl, how are you?" Jungkooks soft voice made your heart melt.

"I am okay I guess," you replied, many thoughts swirling in your head. Could you really be honest with him? 

Jungkook looked at you with calculating thoughts about what you said, he knew you weren't telling the truth.

"Y/N, I am here for you," Jungkook said as he made his way to you, taking your hand in his. The sincerity dripping in his voice. 

You need to trust him, Y/N. You said to yourself.

"I-I don't feel good at all. Everything is so hard, Jungkook. W-Why do I have such a terrible fate? J-J-J...." You weren't able to say the name of the devil who ruined you completely, taking a gulp you continued omitting saying his name, "...He was so abusive, and now he managed to leave a huge wound that I don't know how to close. I-I am so scared." Your voice broken and afraid, tears rushing down your face. You began to shake as you cried. 

Jungkook's heart crumbled, seeing you so hurt and torn. He pulled you into a hug, you cried your heart out, wetting his shirt again.  If he ever saw Jimin again, he wouldn't be spared at all. Nothing was going to stop him, not even Seokjin.