Young and Reckless (Hetalia Fanfic)

Ch.36

America went on and told them all exactly what happened in his mind, down to almost every last detail. Norway nodded every so often, as if saying he understood and to continue.

"And now, well now he hates me." America finished, pointing to England, who still had his head down. He was listening the entire time but refused to look up.

"Man, i feel like im in a drama movie...." Denmark muttered. Norway slapped him, quietly mumbling under his breathe.

"So, what do we do?" Every body in the room glanced at one another, all clueless. How could they save England when the problem was all in his head. How could you save someone from themselves?

England said something, though no one could hear it except France.  "What was that?"

"I said,....im sorry..."

"Sorry? For what?" France asked.

England sighed, looking up. His face was red but his eyes showed no trace of tears. "This is my fault. I-If it wasnt for my bad magic skills...none of this would have happened...."

"Dude, dont blam yourself. You had a virus."

"No, i gave myself a virus." England snapped, rubbing his temples. "T-the day i spilled tea on myself...and you laughed...i did a spell that night."

Americas face fell, remembering it all. He only laughed because it was funny, he wasnt meaning to laugh in a taunting or personal way.

England caught the guilty look on the Americans face and looked down at his hands. "I used a spell to make me seem more.....admired..."

"Iggy-"

"And i messed up and gave myself a virus!" England yelled, "I always mess up! I mess up on cooking, and i mess up in relationships and i even messed up on being a big brother!"

"Stop it!" America yelled, standing up on his feet. "Stop down grading yourself! You are perfect, and thats why i left you!"

"That doesn't make sense-"

"England, if i stayed, you would of only seen me as a brother. But, if i left, i thought you would be able to except me as a lover. I loved you since day one, but i knew it was wrong to love a brother that way. So i left you, i wanted you to see me as your equal."

England stayed silent, a small smile etching onto his face. "Desha - Vue...."

America chuckled, siting on the other side of England. "Thats because we already had this conversation...you just dont remember."

"oh..."

"So sorry to ruin your moment," Everyone jumped up to their feet, turning to see a pink haired man in the door way. "England, your concious is one stuborn fellow..."

"Thats because he knows good from bad." England growled.

"Oh dear, i thought you were on my side.... Looks like you have been played  by your own 'friends'."

"Norway, what do we do?!" Denmark cried out. Norway didnt reply, just kept his eyes on the 2p!. Denmark took that as, 'hide and stay out of the way', so he slowly bent down so he was hidden behind the bed.

"You were wrong, you were the one who was messing with me." Oliver smirked at England, closing the door behind him.

"I was only trying to get rid of your pain~" 

"Well, then why dont you leave. So far the only pain to me is seeing you."

Olivers smirk fell, America holding back his laugh. France stayed back behind Norway as well, though was more of a man and didnt hide behind the bed.