I'm a what now!!

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Uhh hi guys I'm back. Umm don't worry I'm writing another chapter and it should be out soon I think. But today I just need to vent. You can ignore this if you want really should ignore this. I don't really want to spring my stupid problems on you but..... I feel like I'm loosing my mind. All the people I know think of me as that shy sweet girl I think. But I really am struggling with my image. Every day when I look at myself in the mirror I don't like what looks back. Ever since I was born i had this skin condition called exima i think that's how you spell that. Anyway it makes my skin always dry all over my body. It also makes it so that I'm almost always itchy. Look back at my face revel to see what I'm talking about. It makes me so ugly and I'm slowly getting more and more depressed. Now I judge myself on my every action. Calling myself names I still believe are true I'm untalented ugly stupid rude. One night I kept waking up like almost every hour to scratch my stupid fucking skin and the next morning I was so tired. My mom was scolding me on random shit that I'm to stupid to understand. I accidentally yelled at her keep in mind I'm thirteen and they think I'm a shy sweet kind girl. "Well I'm sorry mom that I'm tired I was up all night scratching my skin tell I bled. And I wasn't joking I really do like the way I punish myself for every thing I Hate about myself.