Ok I need your help. This is a chapter don't worry but I need your help... So I have this friend she is very nice and likes anima and k pop. But I have only known her for like ten weeks I know that's a lot but only once a week. We were talking she..... Well told me that she has been feeling more depressed and suicidal lately. I'm homeschooled and not very social so had no idea how to deal with this situation. Please help me.
(Izuku POV)
I sit there awkwardly playing with my dinner. I have school in the morning I'm so nervous I have been ignoring everyone. It's been really hard especially with Shoto texting me like fifty times a day. I have a lot of other texts and phone calls my friends but mostly Shoto. I feel bad but I can't face him and I hate the fact that I have to face him tomorrow. My mom pulls me out of my thoughts by massaging my shoulders. "Sweetie You need to calm down I'm sure Todoroki won't care." "Mom he so will care. He's not gay. I don't think that he even knew that I existed before I became a girl!" I say raising my voice somewhat. As soon as I finish I feel regret. "I'm sorry mom I'm just worried about this whole gender situation." I say quietly. I feel my eyes start to tear up I have trying not to let my mom know how stressed I am about this. "It's fine sweetie." She says grabbing my face in her hands."thanks mom. Im going to bed I'm not very hungry." I say giving her a small hug and head upstairs to my room. I climb into my bed pulling my pants off and pulling the covers over me. And fall into a restless sleep.
(Time skip)
I wake up in the morning already feeling nervous. I get into my uniform. doing my hair that had grown out over the summer into loose pigtails. Going downstairs and eating biscuits and gravy that my mom made for me before she left for work. Pulling on my red shoes that I bought in my size after I turned into a girl. Grabbing my yellow backpack and start walking slowly to .U.A. As I got closer I feel the dread rising up inside me. Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh. Is all that's repeating as in my mind. Lord please help me. I think before I push open the huge 1 A door. I'm literally a minute before class begins so I can avoid a certain conversation. I pull out my books and place them on my desk. I pull out my pencil and put it on my desk. "Izuk-" I hear Shoto start but gets cut off by Azawa. "Get in your seats students. Class is starting." He says as he starts teaching us. I feel Shoto's glare on the back of my head as I sit there trying to sorta pay attention.
(Time skip)
I start feeling the panic rise in me as I realize this is my last class before lunch break. How in the world am I going to avoid this. I start packing my books back in my bag before the class bell rung. As the bell rung I swing my bag over my shoulder walking quickly out of there. I go to my locker and grab my lunch deciding to eat in the bathroom. I walk to the girls bathroom quickly pulling open catching a glimpse of Shoto as the door closes. I sit down on one of the benches in the restroom pulling out the rice balls I had packed in advance. I stuff one in my mouth getting lost in thought thinking about today. I jump at the feeling of a hand on my shoulder. I look up to see Shoto staring at me. Oh my god! I think in panic and shock. "S-S-Sho-oto ugh I um w-what are y-y-y-yo-u-u doing i-in here?" I stutter out awkwardly. "What the hell Izuku!!" Shoto yells ate me. I'm taken aback by him. I've never heard Him say a bad word before. "Why the hell have you been! Why have you been avoiding me!!" I stare at him as I feel tears start to pool in my eyes. "I-I-I..." I stammer out looking down at my feet. " I was so worRied about you Izuku." Shoto said quietly. I hear his voice crack. I look up to see tears streaming down his face. I cup his face in my hands like my mom would do. I wipe away his tears with my thumbs. "I-I'm sorry Shoto I didn't know what to do. I got a phone call from All Might saying that I was going to turn back into a male. I was so scared because I didn't think you were going to like me anymore. So I avoid you." I explain with tears streaming down my face. "Izuku I knew I liked you as soon as I saw you even when you were a boy. I doesn't matter to me what gender you are. I love you. I love you so much Izuku." He say gently. I smile at him connecting our lips. I can't believe I was so worked up about this. He disconnects our lips smiling. "You know I am going to punish you later for avoiding me." He whispers in my ear. I feel my face burn up. "I should also probably get out of the women's bathroom." Shoto says with a small chuckle.
(That night)
Ugh I groan to myself pulling of my covers and walking to my bathroom. I keep waking up and having to use the bathroom but not peeing. It was so weird. I sit down and try again but I barely pee maybe I have a weird food poisoning. I get up and turn to flush when I see the tinted red toilet water. A freak out I know what a period is but I have never gotten one. My mom told me about is but I never had one so I just assumed that since I was originally a boy that I would never have one. But why now of all times with school in . I don't really know what to do now I sit in the bathroom and gather my thoughts I go into my moms room and ask her for advice and supply's put them and get back in my bed. I lay down and just think about why this is happening. Then it hit me maybe All Might is wrong maybe the villain dyeing had the reverse affect making me even more of a girl. The I blush as a random thought pops in my head. Me getting my period means I can have kids.
Whoo that was a long chapter. I'm sorry for any boys didn't like the end part but I had to put that in. I probably won't be mentioning it much more.
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