The Hidden Feeling

Chapter ten :

≤ Jongwoon ≥

Jongwoon life before he reached thirteen, was all about his grandparents and their bakery in cheonan village, where is everyone know each other families for generations very friendly and cozy atmosphere

His parents passed away when he was four years old in a car accident, he doesn't have any memories he can remember about them, but jongwoon never felt his life is lacking or missing from anything, his grandparents always showers him with love and care, they were always supportive and understanding
The love he got was not only from his grandparents but also from his cousin and the whole village, all people Loved and respected his grandparents, there bakery was always packed with people, talking, laughing, tell stories, jongwoon still can feel the warm feelings and memories, the sun, the beautiful weather, the flowers, the people, the sky, the smell, the baking with his grandpa, every details is craved in to his brain
Going to school with his cousin and helping his grandparents at the bakery, spending the weekends at his cousin house, jongwoon life was always full of people
Now jongwoon only has is his cousin, that he grow up with Heechul, but still have alot of people who loves him and care for him

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Jongwoon have had a typical day, after finishing school he heads to the bakery while humming, stops at the front of the shop, blinks several times with a surprise face Calles his grandma
After multiple tries he gives up and Calles his grandpa this time, he answers jongwoon feels relived after feeling anxious a moment ago
Jongwoon felt like fainting, his heart was beating so fast it felt like it will bust out of his chest, when he reached the hospital while painting and look around at every direction he finally see his grandpa standing at the hallway of the hospital waiting for him
He looks at him with worried expression and tears in his eyes, hugs him tight to his chest
Jongwoon mouth glued not a sound wants to get out, his Shakey hands and hot tears escapes his eyes is the only thing he's able of doing, while waiting for his grandma to finishs her visit to the doctor
For his grandma chemo therapy they sold the bakery shop and moved to Seoul, jongwoon cried for days when they first arrived to Seoul, missing his cousin, his friends, he misses everything about his old Life
The new middle School was okay, but seeing his grandma at the hospital and his grandpa working a security guard now, breaks his heart

One day he was visiting his grandma like usual, and suddenly he heard a beautiful voice, so clear and sweet his feet moved on their own following the Angel like voice
In the third room next to where is his grandma, a boy was singing to one of the patient she looks very happy but tierdness in her face too
Jongwoon has to things he must do Everytime he comes to the hospital, visit his grandma and tell's her about his day, then he goes to the third room on the left side of his grandma
Hides under the window next to the slightly opened listening to his angel singing

The boy named kyuhyun has becomes jongwoon happiness, Everytime he hears his voice all his sorrows and sadness disperse, the more and more jongwoon see and hear kyuhyun talk or sing he wants more and more from kyuhyun

He didn't understand his feelings at first, he thinks of kyuhyun all day and Everytime he see him his heart beats so fast and if their eyes met he blushes and feels nervous and stomachache when he's close to kyuhyun, his cousin heechul explained to him that is what it feels like to like someone, at first jongwoon didn't believe heechul but with time he come to understand his feelings and even fall more for him