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Title- Until I throw Away My Dreams And become an adult
A/N - I spent way to much time working on this shit. I hate it, but Imma post it anyway. End me.
"U-uh, General I- I finished the... I finished the reports." "Good. Leave them in my desk." "O-okay." "And quit that annoying humming." "S-sorry sir. Nervous habit I need to break." It'd be nice if I could keep singing till the end of time... I'd be nice if I could keep making songs until the end of time because that's what I really want to do. It'd be nice if I could keep holding onto all the dreams I keep inside I'd be nice if I could stay myself up until the end of time but I'll probably be killed in a fit of rage from someone important. those wishes never will come true, everything will have to change. I might not be alive for long.., Just as flowers bloom their petals fall too, they all fall down the same, right? I Trip, falling on top of Hux. I blush "Oh, I'm sorry sir!" "Hah, your blushing Huxxx!" "SHUT IT! GROW UP!! And you! You need to grow up too! Watch it!" He yells, slapping my face. "S-sorry sir!" ..So like grown ups all around me, I will have to grow up too see? I can't stay forever stuck inside my fantasies... I actually used to think Hux and I could be friends. It was far fetched, though. I have to throw away a lot of dreams like that one... All the dreams I'll have to throw away when I grow up in time It'd be nice, if I, could keep them all alive I don't want to lose the piece of me, I've held onto all these years So that's why I can't give up on them see? "Forgive me won't you please... s-sir."
Since I know that I can't keep singing till the end of time I'll just work like I'm supposed to. Since I know that I can't keep making songs until the end of time.. I'll have to quit my hobby... Since I know that I can't live in a world that scorns these dreams of mine I will have to throw my dreams away. That seems like the best solution.
"Hey, go score the youth units training. The last ten of 50 to survive are the ones we want. "I will have to watch them die..." "Yes. You aren't scared, are you?" "No sir." "Good. Now hurry up and do it."
'Giving up my dreams... not giving up my dreams~' I sing to myself. Both of them are really good ideals yet are also bad ideals...' I walk into the youth training unit. 'So like grown ups all around me, that have had to grow up too, see...' I take a deep breath. Sometimes, I wish I could go home and feel the dirt beneath my bare feet again. Forever indecisive, I never will be free, though, so I should stop these rebellious thoughts. Flashback "Will you be happy with that life you ought to live?" A resistance spy had asked me. They held the barrel of their blaster to my temple. If you ask me that, my reply is this - "I'd sooner die than this!" I yell, shoving the blaster up. It fires, and I kick the undercover pilot down to the ground. End "I asked for the top ten." "Yes sir." "So why are there ELEVEN!! WE CANT KEEP ELEVEN!!" But it's my dream to sing. And even more "It's always been a dream of mine to care for a child. This one... I couldn't help but love her. I have a dream I want to keep alive." "Give me a reason why I should say yes. I have a dream I need to keep alive! For myself. So I'm begging hey, "I'm begging hey If there's a way... don't take my dreams away!" I say. "We have no room for weakness." All the dreams I'll have to throw away when I grow up in time, though. I'm still not that old. "It'd be nice, if I, could keep them all alive!" "But you can't! Stop this foolishness! "My mom always wanted me to care for a child. They were even her last words before she died... I don't want to lose the piece of me, I've held onto all these years So that's why I will forever protect her!!" I say, glaring at Hux. I know I'm not supposed to talk back to him, but... there's just something about this small 10 year old that I feel a strong urge to take care of. "M- maybe you don't like it sir, but my dreams are to care for a child and sing... I'll keep looking after these dreams! Weather you like it or not!" He raised his hand, to hit me I assume. But he doesn't. He pats my head. "Fine, but I don't want to hear any complaints... you're lucky I like you. Anyone else would be dead by now." He said. Taking his hand off my hand, he turns to the children." "You ten! Follow me! Hurry up!! And you!" He says pointing to the small ten year old I had in my arms. "I hope you realize the second chance my assistant is giving you. If it weren't for her, you'd be long long gone. Don't cause any trouble, got it?" "Y-yes sir!" She squeaks, squeezing me tighter.
Part 2? Haha jk you don't get a choice I'm making one anyway.
