Destined To You

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise indicated, all the characters, businesses, places and incidents in this story are either product of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual person; living or dead, or actual events are purely coincidental.

It may contain bad words or curses so if you're a good citizen, read at your own risk! Hahaha!

P  R  O  L  O  G  U  E

I have money, beauty, power and brain, in short I have ALMOST everything. I can do what ever I wanted to do, I can get what ever I wanted to get but why can I still feel this emptiness inside of me? It feels like there is something missing. There should be something more important than what I have right now. But...is it really something? Or it's a someone?

When i was ten years old an unexpected thing happened. It made everything changed. Make my  everything a cold block of ice.

            

"Mommy! Please! I wanna go to the park. Mommy  please..!" I said to my mom habang tinutulak ko yung arms nya. I can't make my friend wait there!

"Ok, later baby, but please 'wag kang magulo. Im driving, princess." Then she gaze on me.

''But I want now, mommy! please!please! Mommy!'' I need it to be there as soon as possible! My bestfriend is waiting for me there! He's waiting!

Hindi ako tumigil na kulitin si mommy na iistop yung car hanggang sa nagulat na lang ako. There's a big truck in front of us! It will hit us! oh no!

''MOMMY! LOOK!'' I shout to my mom pero huli na 'ko, the truck hit our car.

''Mommy!Mommy!'' I can't bear the pain anymore.Unti-unti akong nanghina until everything went blank. But before i close my eyes, I felt my mom embracing me...

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As I open my eyes, inilibot ko ang mga mata ko.

White. Full of white.

Nung nakita ko si papa bigla ko na lang naalala yung nangyari sa amin ni mommy.

''Daddy? Where's mommy? Is she okay, daddy?" I ask my dad but he didn't answer me. Bigla akong kinabahan. I hope, God na mali po ang nasa isip ko. Naiiyak na 'ko, I wanna cry.

Mommy, where are you? I wanna see you, mom!

''Daddy! Please answer me! Where's mommy?'' I ask...... again.

Now I'm crying, hoping that I was wrong.

''Ssshhh. Don't cry baby.'' sabi ni daddy then hinagod niya yung likod ko.

''Daddy,please tell me where's mommy.I wanna see my mommy!"

'' I'm sorry baby but...wala na ang mommy mo.''

Umiiyak na din si daddy ngayon.

''Is it my fault,daddy?'' I asked while crying.

''Of course not baby.'' dad said then niyakap nya ako. ''It's not your fault, baby.''

Because of my mommy's death everything had changed. It became a mess... a hell for us, for me.

Daddy became workaholic. All of his attention is on his work, he don't even have enough time for me and kuya Xander. He's in pain, really. But, who wouldn't? He lost his Wife, his first love.

Yeah, I'm blaming myself until now.

I even became cold to everyone except on my bestfriends, kuya Xander, and daddy.I can say that a lot, yes, A LOT, a lot of people are afraid of me.

Schoolmates, neighbors and even some of my professor.

Walang gustong bumangga sa akin 'coz they know what I can do to them.

WHY?

'Coz they know I'm not that kind and good to let them pass...to let them scape from my anger. I'm a girl who use to love playing games...but what if it's me that's been played by the destiny?

Looking at my room' s ceiling, I suddenly remember that day again. The same day I lost two important person. The only difference is that mom died because of me, and the other one? I don't know, and I don't think I still care about his existence.

I hope I'll never see his damn face again. Such a stupid creature leaving a friend hanging and crying.

Since that day, I questioned what friendship really means.

Ahh. I shouldn't think about it any more. I was about to sleep when my phone ring.

Ugh. Stupid bitch.

It's already 9 in the evening but this bitch really dared to call me huh?

"What?" I answered. Irritated.

"You're still awake!" I can even heard her giggled. What the hell on Earth is her problem?

"Obviously. So, what the fuck is your problem bitch? How dare you to call in the middle of the night. "

"Wala lang. Hehe! I just want to check on you. Goodnight, Xandra! Bye-bye..." then she ended up the call immediately!

What the fuck? Ugh.

Ipinikit ko na lang ang mata ko. Just wait for tomorrow bitch. I'll surely get even to you. I smirked before I fall into a deep and dark nightmare.