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15. 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜

" you should be more like Taehyung " were the words that came out of Yoongi's fathers mouth.

Yoongi felt like someone had just kicked him right in the gut as he struggled to even speak back. He wanted to break down, Hell he didn't want to even be there but only gave in once Taehyung said ' sure ' and knew he had no choice but to come in.

" so what do you do in school Yoongi. " his father asked, " i study. " he gave him a hurtful look. " but don't you play sports? Have hobbies? " Yoongi shook his head, only for his father to sigh in disappointment.

" don't you have a girlfriend yet? " he asked as he threw a bit of shade. Yoongi's face started to heat up. " no " was his only response.

" what you're still a homosexual? " he asked a bit more aggressive this time. Taehyung's face suddenly dropped as he heard the nasty words come out of his uncles mouth.

" answer me!! " he banged his fist on the table causing Yoongi's mother and Taehyung to jerk up, " Daniel leave him alone " she spoke up.

" i still can't believe you! Have you at least told your aunt daeun?! " he shouted. Yoongi shook his head as tears threatened to leave his eyes.

" use your words! "

" no.... " he spoke in a inaudible voice.

" what? "

" I said no! " he finally spoke up.

" well, I guess your nasty virus is now spreading to Jiwoo because all she does is hang out with girls! She doesn't even have a damn boyfriend yet and she's fourteen!! " he yelled causing Taehyung to flinch. At the moment Daniel got up and grabbed Yoongi by the collar of his shirt.

" what's wrong with you!?! Why can't you have a girlfriend?!, What you like dick in your ass?! You like sucking dick?! " he yelled loudly as everybody in the house heard him. Probably even there neighbors. " are you still with that other boy. Jimin? " he asked only to be left with silence.

" haha so you are, what does give you a fucking blowjob every night and call you baby? " he laughed. " I never liked him, even when he came over when you two were younger he always seemed like a fucking girl, never dressed nicely and well you know always acted gay. "

Something in Yoongi snapped.

He finally punched his father causing him to stumble backwards.

" maybe i do like sucking dick but what's the problem with YOU!?! Why can't you just accept the fact that this is who I am?! This is who I was meant to be!!! You say your a man of god and that you read the fucking bible every night but where in there does it say that god hates homosexuals?!? It says that he loves everybody!! And you can talk crap about me but never and I mean never mention Jimin in this, it's not his fault! You know what... fuck you! Fuck you and your stupid beliefs! I fucking hate you!! " Yoongi shouted as he tried his best not to cry.

He finally felt a weight off his shoulders. It was like he needed to say something to escape the dark cell his mind was stuck in.

He then grabbed his keys and grabbed Taehyung and his sister walking out the door.

He was walking out as he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around and it was his

Mother...

She had a white envelope in her hands. " here take it. I want you to read it alone. " she spoke softly as she looked at him directly in the eyes. She looked broken. But what shocked Yoongi the most was that his mother hugged him.

For the first time in two years she hugged him. He felt comfort at the moment, he felt a warm feeling in his heart. For the first time in years he felt love come from his mother.

He nodded as he walked off into his car.

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" so what took you guys so long? " Jiwoo asked sitting in the back seat. Both males looked at each other, " we got pulled over by a police man. " Taehyung giggled. Jiwoo laughed. " why? "

" because your brother was driving over the speed limit, anyways little bean we are here " Taehyung parked in the driveway and got out the car. " this is your house Tae? " he nodded. " it's bigger then mine. " she looked at it in amazement.

They all went inside, while Taehyung and Jiwoo went into the living room Yoongi headed for his room shutting the door quite loudly. Jiwoo flinched, " I heard what happened. " she spoke softly her brown hair covering her face. " is it bad being different? " she asked.

" no Jiwoo, people are just dumb these days. Never listen to anyone who says being different is bad because it's not, it's actually a good thing " he smiled softly at her. She returned the smile. " that's good to know. "

" hey um, why don't you find us a movie and I'll get some popcorn. "

She nodded grabbing the remote and searching through the Channel's.

Tae went to the kitchen to grab popcorn but then went upstairs to Yoongi's room. He went up the stairs very slowly trying not make noise. Once he reached his door he took a deep breath in and then out.

He knocked.

A small yes was heard from the other side, Taehyung cleared his throat. " Yoongi, it's me Taehyung " the door immediately opened. Yoongi grabbed his shoulders and hugged him crying on his shoulder.

He sobbed hard as his shoulders were shaking and little gasps left his mouth. Taehyung never saw Yoongi sob this hard. He didn't know what to do well since this is the first time he's ever seen Yoongi like this. He only ever saw him as a corky boy, a very serious person. But he never seen him like this.

He hugged him a bit tighter, " I'm sorry Taehyung it's just- "

" it's fine Yoongi, we're all human and we all cry at hard times like these. It's okay to let it out. Cry all you want, rant all you want, but remember I'll be here listening to your ranting and I'll be here being the one person you can lay your head on and sob. " with those words Yoongi cried a bit harder.

" god it's just that I hate my father so much. Not because of the incident just because he had the Audacity to bring Jimin into my preferences, how much I hate him for talking crap about the only boy I love with all my heart. He can honestly burn in Hell. " Yoongi wiped his tears with his sleeves.

" and I'm scared of coming out to your mom, I'm scared she will you know kick me out. Or worse " Yoongi looked down avoiding eye contact with Taehyung as he felt embarrassed he let Taehyung see him this way.

" hey, don't worry about my mom. I'm also afraid. But we'll go through this together " he grabbed Yoongi's hand lightly squeezed it.

Yoongi lightly smiled as he wrapped his arms Taehyung once again hugging him.

That Halloween was the worst. But I'm also happy that incident happened since me and Yoongi became closer then ever.

So, this is my first time writing angst so sorry if it sucked. But you will learn about Yoongi's father later on in the story. So stay tuned for that!