You are my light // Jacklyn ff

Chapter 69-59=....

Aloha😏

The eyes leave mine and I'm left looking at the back of Brooks head again. Suddenly I feel cold, shivers run down my spine and it feels like icicles are hanging from my nose and face. A ball of paper hits my desk and I look around to see who its from. The same pair of eyes as before lock with mine again, I can see doubt in them or maybe fear but then he looks away.

Why was he looking like that, has it to do with the paper? Oh no, he's going to break off our friendship isn't he? All because of yesterday evening, all because I had to be so "funny" and make those comments on his cooking skills. All because we were so close to kissing and I scared him away with my non talking. My stomach turns upside down while I'm openening the ball and start to read it.

Hey Jackyboy....
I need to talk to you so can you meet me in the bathroom next period?
The same one where we hugged, ya know?
Uhm yeah..
See ya -B

I knew it.

He's going to tell me we can't be friends anymore. Why am I so stupid, why can't I just keep friends, why do I have to scare them away?!

The bell rings and I'm dreading the talk I'm about to have with Brooklyn. Slowly I start walking to the bathroom and when I'm about to walk in, I stop. I stare at the door, thinking about opening it but not actually doing it. At least a hundred scenarios of what could happen run through my mind. Non of them end with Brooklyn still being my friend.

I open the door and see Brooklyn looking at himself in the mirror. And just like the last time our eyes lock through the mirror but instead of seeing a lifeless Brooklyn, I'm now seeing a nervous Brooklyn.

"Hey" I say. (Hehe that rhymes)
Brook turns around and just keeps looking at me. An uncomfortable vibe starts to flow through the air and I'm certain it's radiating from my body.
"Do you remember the time I slapped you while sleeping?" Brook asks me.
"And then you slapped me so hard I had your handprint on my cheek for the rest of the day?"
"Of course I do." I chuckle.

Brook starts walking closer to me, and the butterflies in my stomach have been set loose. I start to back away a little until I hit the wall. I look at Brooklyn and I see a determination in his eyes and I dont know if I should be scared or not. But Brook keeps walking towards me and I look away not wanting to face him when he tells me we cant be friends anymore.

I feel fingers on my chin pulling my head so that I'm facing Brooklyn. I look at Brooklyn and see that his face is awfully close to mine. I can feel his breath on my lips but then he stops moving.

"What are you doing?" I whisper.

"I'm getting you back for slapping me so hard." he whispers.

And with that I feel Brook placing his lips on mine. He kisses me soft and delicately, like he's scared I'll push him away and stop him. Me being a dumbass doesn't kiss him back right away and Brook starts to pull away. But before he can, I grab his cheeks and pull him closer deepening the kiss.

I feel him smiling against my lips, that makes me smile even more. Our lips start to move in sync and Brooks hands start to roam through my hair. After what felt like an eternity of kissing we pulled apart and rested our heads against each other's.

"You know, I thought you wanted me to be here for a completely different reason." I say.
"And what would that reason be then?" Brook asks.
"Well... I thought you were going to say we couldn't be friends anymore because of what happened last night..." I say embarrassed.
Brook starts laughing which makes me feel relieved, at least he's not angry.
"I really did not expect this." I laugh. "But I'm glad it happened."
"Me too."he says.

We decided to skip the rest of the day and sneak out of the school. While we were trying to walk out of school the janitor might have caught us sneaking out.
"Where do you two think you're going then?" we heard someone say.
"Uh... to the toilet?" I say panicking and looking at a scared Brook who's holding my hand.
"And what toilet may that be then? The one in the woods?" He asks.
"Yes?" I say but everything I say comes out like more of a question.
"Would you two like to help me with cleaning for the next week then?" He asks sternly.
We shake our heads and look down.
"This time it's a warning guys, but the next time I catch you two it won't be just a warning." He says.
We nod our heads and quickly walk away.

We enter my room and its quiet for a moment. I let go of Brooks hand and sit down on a chair. Brooks sits opposite of me and all of a sudden he starts laughing. Of course his laugh makes me laugh as well and in a short period of time were both on the ground laughing our asses off, making fun of us being dumb and the janitor catching us.

"Brook?" I say.
"Yes?"he replies.
"This was one of the best days I've had in a long time you know." I say.
He blushes and walks towards me to hug me. While he's hugging me I lift him up and walk over to my bed and lay us both down on it. This was the first night in a long time I could easily fall asleep. And the little blond guy who's falling asleep is the cause of that, I know it for sure.

Yassss they finally kissed whoop whoop!!!!
Hi
I got stung 5 times by a mosquito or something but the bumps are actual mountains so that sucks.
And I didn't realise it had almost been two weeks since the last chapter hehe but I hope this one makes up for it.
I hope you enjoy this chapter!!!
I already have a plan for how I want to end this book and I can make it happen very fast or not.... not sure what I'm going to do tho...
Peace!