You are my light // Jacklyn ff

m8, it's chapter 8

"Can you play?" I ask. "No, but maybe I can write the lyrics. I mean, I've heard that the best songs come from breakups and well..." he says. "Well if it helps you with moving on and stuff, yeah." I say.

I give him a notebook and a pen and let him work on the lyrics while I'm trying to find my bridge.

I look at Brook and he has tears in his eyes but he's still focused on the lyrics. It's like he doesn't even notice it, like it's normal for him that he's crying. The tears sart to fall down and they hit the paper smearing the ink.

For a while I just sit there staring at him, how he's handling everything. I know I seem like a bad friend now but I have a feeling that I shouldn't disturb him while he's writing the lyrics.

I think it's like writing a letter for him in which he can explain his feelings and tell his thoughts about everything. Like when a loved one dies and you write a letter for them in which you say your final goodbye.

I think this is what he needs right now and I'm happy to hand him this moment, to be here for him.

After a few minutes Brook hands me the lyrics but I decide not to read it, it's too personal to read because I know it's really not ment for me. So I just let it be.

"Brook, do you want anything to eat?" I ask him. He shrugs so I just walk to my kitchen and start making some good ass enchiladas. This is the food that always makes me feel better, I eat it every time I feel down so I hope it will help as well. Cause everybody knows there's nothing better than some freaking delicious food.

As I'm making the enchiladas Brook slowly walks towards me and starts watching curiously what I'm making. Now as I've learnt from the last time I'm not letting Brook help cook anymore.

"I'm making my famous enchiladas." I say. "They always help through bad times so I hope they help you too." I say smiling. "Well, they smell freaking delicious." he says wile drooling. 

I giggle seeing his face and he grins at me. "Did you just giggle?" he asks me. "I don't know did I?" I say and just focus on making the food again.

I can't believe I just giggled in front of his face, aagghhhhh Jack can you not be like this some times. Brook is right next to you and you decide to just giggle, wow class.

"Are you feeling a little better?" I ask Brook. He looks at me and his eyes are still not the beautiful ones I fell in love with. uhhhh, I mean the ones I like so much. But the sparkle still isn't there and I'm starting to miss it.

"I'm feeling better than this morning so that's an improvement. You've helped me a lot you know. I've only known you like what? A week or something and I already feel like I've known you for years. I'm so grateful for you, you've helped me more than you think. Honestly, I don't even know why you helped me. All I've done is cause trouble with cutting my finger and you tutoring me. You've helped me a lot, thank you." he says.

"Well of course I'd help you. You know my plan was to just let everyone know I don't want anything to do with them, but then you came and messed with my whole plan. And honestly I'm glad you did or else I wouldn't have had you as my friend right now and I'd probably be alone in my room. I love spending time with you so the tutoring doesn't bother me at all and it was kinda my fault you cut your finger since I gave you the knife." I reply.

The moment of Brook cutting his finger replays in my head and I start laughing."Why are you laughing?" Brook asks me.

"Well I just thought of the moment where you cut your finger and...." "And what?" he asks "Well your face was so funny." I say while dying of laughter. "That's not funny! I was scared I would die! Did you not see how much blood came out of my finger?! It was a lot, my whole hand and arm was red!" He screams at me while widening his eyes, surprised that I find this so funny.

I start laughing even more because of his surprised face and his wide eyes. "I- I'm sor... sorry... y!" I yell back at him but barely able to speak anymore.

Brook walks towards me and pushes me to the ground, even tho he knows I can't defend myself cause all of my strength is gone because of my laughing. He sits on me straddling my waist and pushing my hands next to my head.

"You think that's funny sir? Huh?" he asks and I quickly shake my head scared of what he might do to me. He brings his hands to my sides and starts tickling me. "It's not so funny anymore now huh?" he says 

I try to reply but I can't due to me laughing so hard. I try to push him off me but Brook takes my wrists and pins them above my head with one hand while he keeps tickling me with the other hand.

He starts laughing as well and we lock eyes. I slowly stop laughing and he does as well. it feels like I'm drowning in his eyes and again, I could look at them my whole life. Brook slowly releases my wrists and puts his hands next to my head.

It feels like the whole world around us is disappearing and only we are left behind, this... this is a feeling I'd love to feel my whole life.

Aloha people, I'm writing this on a laptop cause word is being a bitch and I can't copy and paste anymore.... 

I also don't know how to do the thick lettering on a laptop so it's the same as the story sorry. And this is my brothers laptop so I don't have any pictures of Jacklyn I can put at the top...:(

From now on I'm gonna have to actually write chapters, cause I don't have anymore left. So I'm very sorry if it's going to take longer for me to publish a new chapter.

oooeeee and Jacklyn cuddled on a live and I died and I have a screen record of it so yeah.... If ya want it just dm me on insta --> @andyspeachybum (plug plug.... what?? I don't do that pppfffffttt)

hope you like this chapter!

Peace!