Medicine || g.d

ch. 12

Selena's POV

My eyes open to see nothing but darkness, and I'm left with the feeling of sadness and regret. I was hoping yesterday was just a nightmare that I couldn't wake up from but the reality soon hits me as the photos of Grayson kissing Kai come popping back into my head. I covered my face with one of my pillows and groaned into it, why did this have to happen to me. As I was about to go to sleep, my phone dinged and I saw I got a text message from Colin.

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Colin: Hey are you still up for the party tonight??

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I stared at the message displayed on my screen, completely forgetting about tonight's party. I wasn't quite in the mood to get up and go out. But despite last night's events, I just want to die in this room slowly but surely.

"I don't want to go to 21 Savage's stupid party," I groaned loudly causing Mya to burst through the door. How did she even hear me? She must've been eavesdropping on me like a creep.

"SELENA I NEED YOU TO GET ME INTO 21 SAVAGE PARTY!!!!!!!!" Mya shouted while bursting into my room like a mad man.

She saw my phone and quickly snatched it away from me, sadly I was too slow to catch her hand from grabbing it. "I KNOW YOU'RE NOT TALKING TO THAT B- wait hold on wait a min. WE ARE GOING TO THIS PARTY BECAUSE CLEARLY GOD SAY SO RIGHT NOW!"

Sam pops her head in the room. "Ooo a party i wanna go!!"

"No." I was all I stated then turn my back to them, "let me die alone because why not."

"Yes the fuck we are, you need the sadness fucked out of you like NOW!" Mya yelled while yanking me to an upright position, "Fuck that Mount Rushmore head shaped bitch, he didn't deserve you anyways!!"

I looked at Mya in distress, "So what makes you think someone won't do the same back to me? Just let me be alone forever." I crawled back into bed and hid under my covers so I can not hear mya continue this conversation any longer.
"Is it okay if i bring Vanessa? Ooo what am i gonna wear?!?" Sam exclaimed as she ran to her room.

"Listen, Selena I can't promise that this will not happen again but there's no point in getting hung up on one trash person because then you aren't living your life and letting someone who doesn't even care have control over you and you're stronger than that" Mya said as she pulled the covers off of me and stared me down. "So are you ready to go or not?" She asked while dragging me out of the bed and pushing me into the bathroom.

"No, I'm not going" I said while trying to pass her but she only pushed me into the bathroom and locked the door.

"Too bad! You're going, now take a shower because you smell worse than an unwashed, sweaty vagina in the summertime" She said as her voice begins to fade away, she must be out of my room now.

I stripped down and hopped into the shower. I scrubbed away the smell of a depressed clown off my body while trying to process the events that happened last. I just want to know why he did that when he knew I was in love with him. Why wasn't he honest?

The thoughts continued to pour through my mind and I continued to cry. But at this point, I can't continue crying over him.

I got out of the shower while grabbing my towel then I did my hair and aimed for a natural makeup look. I walked back into my room to search for a dress in which I found a silver dress that shines brighter than a star. It's a little short but it will be perfect to catch someone else's eye and show off my sexy long legs. I put it on then adding on a bit more bling to complete the whole outfit.