Where she is.

Chapter 34

Sophia's POV.
The bell finally rings. Thank Jesus. YAS. It's been a long day but Justin was there for me today. I failed my math test and justin was there to comfort me. I was really lucky to have him as a friend. I started walking out the door when I got a text

Nash💙/ hey baby. I know school just let out but I hope your day was good. Soph.. I just I can't do this anymore. I have to do what makes u happy. Being with me is a weight that you don't need to keep lifting. It's hard to have a long distance relationship and see your posts with that guy. Your always with him. He's so lucky. He gets to be with you everyday and see your pretty face. He has the opportunity to be there with you. I can't do that. And I want you happy. Have an amazing life Sophia Marie Savasor. I'll miss you everyday. I'll think of you everyday and I'll love you everyday. I promised you I'd always love you and I always will. I need you to be happy.
I finished reading the text when justin jumped on me from behind.
"Sophia why are you sad" he says
".... Cuz I think I lost him"
"Who"
"Hamilton Nash Grier" I say.
"Sophie I'm so sorry" he tries to say but I just walk away.
He runs after me trying to help but he can't do anything g so I just keep walking. He grabs my shoulder
"Savasor talk to me now."Justin says
I look at his eyes. I can see he does Acually care but I can't bring him more into this.
"I need you to stay away for a while,.. I need time" I say

I have to distance myself from people and focus on my Nash. What the hell have I done. Why would he think this makes me happy.
To nash💙/ call me?
Nash💙/ I can't hear your voice rn
Sophia/ why. Why would you do this.
Nash💙/ because I love you
Sophia/ you know what, whatever bye.

I was really upset. I didn't know what I felt but it just wasn't good. Maybe if I just say it's okay. I won't care.

I guess I'm just not what makes him happy anymore.