36:My existence

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Flash back continues

Kissing me back intrigues the hiding feelings within me,I kiss her back with so much passion and also trying to convey to her how much i missed her,how much I missed this and mostly how much I missed us

My hand find it's way from it's stationary position to her left breast squeezing it delicately as she let out a soft moan making me arouse the more

The way she kissed me tenderly makes me certain I wasn't the only one left out with this intriguing feeling,she placed her right hand on my chest while the other wander through my back

I couldn't help but draw her closely, letting the world stop for a moment letting us forget this is wrong letting us forget our momentary worries

I trace my kissed down to her neck giving her soft nibbles, she push herself towards me the more,I had always knew this was her weak point

She couldn't help but become submissive but yet fierce,she wants to take the lead but no I'm not letting her have that,I have the upper hand

Soon she forgets about her dress laying in floor as she wrapped her hands above my neck jumping on me,I became so highly excited with my junior pointing directly at her stomach

With no more time to waste we ended up in the bed and I couldn't remember how I removed my trouser

Soon I was inside her pouncing her hard and she wasn't complaining,we continued thesame action for minutes before finally exploding inside her

I lay next to her and i draw her closer for kiss

"This shouldn't have happened"she said after couple minutes of silence

"Yes but we couldn't stop ourselves after seeing each other for a long time"I said why she sheepishly buried her head inside my head

"I love you and I will always do no matter the circumstance and right now I don't have any regret doing this with you or do you?"I asked but she was silent while I started panicking maybe she doesn't want this

"I love you too,I love you so much Ahmad that i couldn't help but think about you everyday"this was all she said and she stood up

I nodded slowly

Maybe this was enough or more than enough,I never expected her to kiss me back or allow me to touch to the extent we ended up making love

But I only hope she doesn't regret this because I cherish this more than the love we ever made before,this one showed how much we mean to each other,how much we can't do without each other and how much I craved for her for long

She took the dress she earlier planned on wearing and wore it,I stood up and helped her zipping it up,while she turned to face

"About regretting doing this,I can't lie but I do,I was caught up in the heat of the moment and there was this nostalgic feelings showing me how things have been between us before it get sour,I don't want this to repeat itself or do I want to see you again"her jaw clenched as she tries to fight back the tears threatening to fall"I do respect my husband and he had been good to me,he doesn't deserve this"she said and took her remnant leaving me alone in the room

Air caught up in my throat,I felt hurt,I felt broken,my chest became heavy and it tightened

I missed her so much and seeing her again after those years awakened the buried feelings in me like it was ever buried,I couldn't help but cry about my decision back then

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