Harry Potter Preferences/Imagines/Smutty Writings X Reader

Empty Space || Fred Weasley X Reader

A/N: Spoilers if you haven't seen or read the books/ movies. 

Sad - featuring Fred's death 

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You were stood at the Grave, his name clear as day on the stone. You laid down the flowers throwing away the now dead ones. 
"Hey Fredie." You whispered, you never felt stupid coming here and talking to him. He was your fiance after all, you smiled looking at the stone and sat beside it. 
"Your mum made us a sweater again this year for Christmas...We kept yours back at the house." You whispered looking down at your hands and playing with the ring you always kept on, you would never take it off. Never. 
"They keep telling me to move on Fred...but I don't want to...I wanna tell all my friends,  But I don't think they would understand....there's this whole space inside of me that's empty because you're not there to fill it anymore...you're the only one who could fill this empty space." You said, a single tear rolling down your cheek, you wiped it away looking up to see George waiting at the gates for you. 
"Me and Georgie have gotten closer, I'm trying to keep him sane and he's doing the same for me...the joke shop...Well it's going amazing." You added smiling at George and then brushing off your knees.
"Love you baby." You whispered, kissing your fingers and putting them onto the head stone before walking over to George. 

You were stood in the Kitchen in the burrow, Molly was making tea for everyone and you were stood with George talking about what you were doing at the grave stone again. 
"You don't need to go every day." Hermione said from the side of you, you knew she was trying to help you move on but you didn't see it that way. 
"He's my- he was my person..." You whimpered, tears springing to your eyes, you felt guilty for crying in front of Mrs Weasley, after all it was her son that she'd lost, she wrapped her arms around you. She knew how you were when you first found out about Fred, you weren't there when it happened so she had to tell you the news. You were a wreck for months. 

You'd turned to drinking within the first few weeks of him not being there. You didn't know who you were without him there, you'd been together since year four of school and suddenly he was just gone. You knew nothing you could do would bring him back but somehow you believed if you drank enough you would see him somehow, in fact the first time George came to check on you, you screamed thinking he was Fred, he eventually calmed you down