The Secret Weekend Lover | COMPLETED

Chapter 6

I walk into school Monday morning. I see Blake out of the corner of my eye. I smile but my smile quickly fades when I notice he is with his friends. I quickly push past the jock crowd. "Damn, Cara looking good this morning." I hear A.J. say. I roll my eyes, "Don't A.J.," I say as I walk past them to my locker.

I see Blake walking away from his friends. "Is it just me or is Blake acting weird lately?" Zane asks the group. They all agree. My heartbeat quickens.

Has he been acting weird because of me?

Me; Hey can I talk to you?
Handsome; What's up?
Me; So your friends are starting to think you're acting weird?
Handsome; Shit. Well, I have been changing... thanks to you.

I blush at his comment. Am I really changing him though?

Me; Babe, I don't want to keep hiding...

Tears threaten to escape. I quickly blink them away. A.J. looks at me, I slam my locker shut and walk away.

Handsome; Just a little bit longer babe... I promise I'll tell them eventually.

For some reason, I believe him.

Me; Okay.
Handsome; I hope you have a fantastic day babe.

I blush at his text.

Me; You too babe. I'll call you tonight.

I walk past him for the second time this morning. His eyes go to mine. They are full of happiness. I look down and blush.

Blake is so bad for me, but I don't want this feeling to end.

I'm sitting on my bed doing my homework when I feel my phone buzz next to me. I quickly glance at the screen.

Handsome; Meet me by the baseball field at 7.
Me; Won't someone see?
Handsome; They're all gone by 6:45. So will I see you?
Me; Of course.

I smile. I can't help but feel like I'm starting to fall in love with him.

I arrive at the baseball field. I see his Rover sitting close to the field. I look around cautiously. No one besides us.

Handsome; If that's you I'm in the dugout.

I head towards the dugout. I see him sitting there leaned over. He looks defeated. I've never seen Blake like this. Blake is always the life of the party. I know he doesn't have an easy home life. He's shared that with me over the past couple of weeks. Things that will always stay between us.

"We lost." He looks up at me and I'm just drawn to pull him into my arms.

I rush to him and throw my arms around him. He buries his head in the crook of my neck. I feel his body shaking from the sobs he's letting out.

I never want to let him go. He puts his head on my forehead, "I don't want to lose you."

"Blake, you're not losing me I promise." I kiss his fragile lips. The kiss becomes heated. I straddle him.

"Blake I want you," I whisper for just him to hear. That's all he needed to lay me down on the bench.

He starts kissing up and down my body stripping me down.

After I'm completely naked. I take his jersey off as we continue to make out. I unbutton his pants and they go around his ankles. I see him fully naked.

The sun setting in the distance.

This feels like a movie.

He enters me, making me feel so beautiful.

He's thrusting in and out of me, staring straight at me. "God, Cara you're so beautiful." He kisses my neck.

I'm holding on for dear life. Trying to remember this feeling for the rest of my life.

"Blake I'm so close." I moan out. With that, I lose control and so does he. We sit there both out of breath. I'm a smiley mess. "Why are you so smiley?" He asks with an equally cheesy grin.

"You don't get it, do you?" I ask. "What?" "I'm falling for you Blake. I want this, I want you. I want us to be together."

His smile fades as he pulls his pants up. I do the same.

"Cara, I want us too. But we can't tell anyone right now." My heart shatters at those words.

I grow angry. "Why? Why can't we be together?" Trying to hold my back my tears but failing miserably.

He hesitantly comes closer to me. "You don't think I want you? You think I don't want to walk the halls with the most beautiful girl in school? You think I want to be a secret?" He asks a series of questions.

"What's holding you back?" I ask him a question.

"A.J. Bregman. AJ. would be really mad if he found out."

My face distorts to an angry expression. "No. Blake, A.J is in my past. He doesn't get to dictate who I date. He never had that right. He's chased so many boyfriends out of my life because they thought we were together. In reality, all we ever were was hook-up buddies. I thought I fell in love with him but in reality, I was in love with the escape he gave me. He used me, he saw this little broken girl and took advantage of me." I let the tears stream down.

"You're not broken." He whispers holding me.

"I used to be Blake. I used to be very broken. I just held it together a lot better then Kelsey did."

He holds me until the sobs are gone.

"I'm just tired of hiding the most important part of me," I tell him.

"I know I promise it won't be for much longer." I believe those words. I want to believe those words.

He walks me to my car, my new car. He kisses my lips softly.

"I promise Cara, I'm yours and you're mine." I smile sweetly at him as I nestle my head in the crook of his neck.

"Good night Cara."
"Good night Blake."

We kiss once more as we go our respective ways.