To All The Boys I've Loved Before ;; jisung x Ot8

1.2

about a month passes before jisung sees his friends again. they showed up to his house, while his dad was home, but instantly shut it right after he saw who was at the door.

"no, it w-was no one dad, j-just some pranksters!" jisung said quickly, but his dad wasn't buying it. jisung's dad pushed jisung out of the way and opens the door. "dad please no one is at the door." when jisung's dad saw his friends he shut the door so they couldn't see.

"do you think you can lie to me without me finding out?" he hated it, jisung absolutely hated it, he wanted to be free, he wanted to be normal, he wanted to be loved..

but what was he? just some new idol that just debuted? a nobody who just wants attention? no, he was han jisung, and he was going to live, he was going to prove everyone wrong, but where's the confidence he needs? his confidence lies in the hands of eight boys who he loved dearly.

he just couldn't have them, they weren't for him and he just couldn't stand it. it was hell, he just wanted to love someone without all the pain, without all the suffering, without all his hurt. he wanted those same eight boys to kiss him better and make him feel loved and safe... he needed them...

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wait a minute, let me finish, i know you don't care... but can you listen?

hurt, he was hurt all over. his body filled with wounds, but his heart was the most wounded. he couldn't help but think about all the things his dad said. was he really disgusting and horrible? he fell something went on his cheeks and looked up, it wasn't rain, it was his tears, he cried, he cried so much there was no more tears left to cry. this was it, this was his ending, this is where he gives up.

cries were heard. jisung got up from where he was sitting and looked around, there was no one in sight. he figured that it was just his imagination, until he heard it again... it was a baby crying.

now he was no expert but he knew something was off.

he looked around hoping to find something.

and sure enough.

there was a baby in a bush.

this did suck,,, but more drama next chapter i promise